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If He Had Been with Me

Written by: Laura Nowlin
Narrated by: Gina Rogers
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An achingly authentic and raw portrait of love, regret, and the life-altering impact of the relationships we hold closest to us, this YA best seller is perfect for fans of Kasie West, All the Bright Places, and Dear Evan Hansen.

If he had been with me, everything would have been different....

Autumn and Finn used to be inseparable. But then something changed. Or they changed. Now, they do their best to ignore each other.

Autumn has her boyfriend, Jamie, and her close-knit group of friends. And Finn has become that boy at school, the one everyone wants to be around.

That still doesn't stop the way Autumn feels every time she and Finn cross paths, and the growing, nagging thought that maybe things could have been different. Maybe they should be together.

But come August, things will change forever. And as time passes, Autumn will be forced to confront how else life might have been different if they had never parted ways....

©2013, 2019 Laura Nowlin (P)2020 Tantor Contemporary Dating & Sex Difficult Situations Family & Relationships Friendship Literature & Fiction Mystery, Thriller & Suspense Romance Thrillers & Suspense
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I chose this one to have a good cry but I didn't. the second last chap was shocking and in plot I felt she wasn't valuing people

the 2last chapter

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I did not know that I'll reach to this conclusion when I started the book but yes it's a very emotional book

it made me cry

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you know the ending from the beginning but the process of what was to reach the ending you read in the beginning, the "only if I knew how I felt for you like you felt for me, would that have happened?". And you reach the ending, but few more minutes before the book ends, and that's when you will be hoping if there's only more because it felt like an unfinished book. I do not want to relive this pain again but I'll be in my bed laying down everytime I go to sleep, will there be another book? where there is no misunderstandings, just them, just the two of them. I don't know what to feel anymore.

I don't know what to feel anymore

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I loved the characters, especially Autumn, I really connected with her and understood the feeling of wanting to be a writer. The story was beautifully written, and I enjoyed the quiet, emotional tone. But the ending felt too plain and rushed. I expected something more impactful after everything that built up.

A Beautiful Story, But a Flat Ending

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"Laura Nowlin's 'If He Had Been with Me' beautifully explores friendship, love, and self-discovery. A poignant, heartfelt narrative that resonates with authenticity and emotional depth. Highly recommended."

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