Episodes

  • E182 | Brian Zhand | Christian Nationalism, the Kingdom of Jesus, and a More Beautiful Christianity

    E182 | Brian Zhand | Christian Nationalism, the Kingdom of Jesus, and a More Beautiful Christianity
    Feb 18 2026
    Brian Zahnd on Christian Nationalism, the Kingdom of Jesus, and a More Beautiful Christianity | Face to Face Podcast Ep. 182 In episode 182 of the podcast, Melinda interviews pastor, author, and theologian Brian Zahnd (Word of Life Church, St. Joseph, Missouri), while co-host Cathy is absent due to losing her voice and shares updates on Immanuel Institute trainings and the standalone Understanding Trauma Course. Zahnd recounts leading one congregation for 44 years, the church's early rapid growth, and a major theological recalibration that moved them toward the Christian tradition and away from politicized rezligion—costing them about 1,500 people between roughly 2004–2014—followed by healing on a 40-day Camino de Santiago pilgrimage in 2016. The conversation contrasts the kingdom of Jesus with Christian nationalism, critiques reducing "Christian" to an adjective serving political agendas, and emphasizes that discipleship requires allegiance to Christ over nation while maintaining a church culture marked by kindness amid political differences. Zahnd centers his theology on "God is like Jesus," argues Jesus reveals God as Savior rather than saving us from God, commends the historic creeds as generous guardrails, and discusses leaning into the "beautiful" as cruciform Christianity, along with his books and an upcoming release, The Unseen Realm (May 19).

    02:08 Meet Brian Zahnd: Pastor, Author, Pilgrim

    04:05 44 Years at One Church: Calling, Team Leadership & Generations

    07:56 A Midlife Faith Shift: From Mega-Growth to Recalibrating Christianity

    10:48 Critiquing America, Losing 1500 People & Finding Healing on the Camino

    13:39 Kingdom of Jesus vs. Christian Nationalism: Where Allegiance Belongs

    19:29 America as Nation, Empire, and "Religion" + The Discipleship Challenge

    24:37 'Christian Nation' Myths, Founding Fathers & Why You Can't Baptize a Country

    27:33 Global Perspective: Sweden, Trump, Team-Sport Politics & Choosing Love

    33:52 Creating a Kind Church Culture Across Political Differences

    35:42 Seeing God Through Jesus (Not Culture or Politics)

    37:14 John's Prologue: Why Jesus Is the Clearest Revelation of God

    40:35 Undoing the 'Angry God' Imagination: Jesus Doesn't Save Us From God

    43:44 Creeds, Control, and the 'Heretic' Label: Keeping Christianity Generous

    47:04 Making Room for Mystery: Truth, Goodness, and the Power of Beauty

    51:43 Cruciform Beauty in Practice: Open Hands, Leading Without Coercion

    55:20 Staying With the Church: Family, Calling, and Local Influence

    57:21 Books, New Release, and Reclaiming a Non-Escapist Heaven

    01:02:40 What Christ Can Bless + The 'Christian' Label + A Final Blessing

    https://brianzahnd.com/
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    1 hr and 9 mins
  • E181 | Inside the Man Cave: The Heartsmith's Journey with Jason Twombly

    E181 | Inside the Man Cave: The Heartsmith's Journey with Jason Twombly
    Feb 3 2026

    Welcome to another inspiring episode of the Face to Face Podcast. In episode 181, we are honored to introduce Jason Twombly, also known as the Heartsmith. Jason is a spiritual development coach working primarily with men to transform their pain into power, hurt into healing, and wounds into wisdom. Dive deep into discussions about emotional maturity, trauma processing, and the journey of healing with God. Discover how Jason's personal journey and professional guidance are helping men reconnect with their true selves and cultivate meaningful relationships. Join us for an exploration of vulnerability, emotional safety, and authentic living.

    00:36 How to Get Involved with the Immanuel Institute 02:33 Introducing Jason Twombly: The Heartsmith 04:14 Jason's Journey and Work with Men 07:13 The Importance of Emotional Health for Men 10:19 Jason's Personal Transformation 13:29 Challenges and Breakthroughs in Emotional Healing 21:25 The Second Half of Life: Unlearning and Surrender 23:51 A Message for Men: Recognizing the Need for Help 25:12 Helping Men Rediscover Passion and Purpose 25:57 Transforming Pain into Power 27:29 The Importance of Vulnerability and Safe Spaces 28:10 Grief and Healing: A Personal Journey 31:51 The Role of Self-Leadership and Emotional Sovereignty 33:56 The Continuous Journey of Healing 35:22 The Power of Community and Relationships 42:40 The Abyss of the Heart: A Deeper Dive 43:38 Training Men for Emotional Competence 47:02 Encouraging Men to Seek Healing 49:03 Conclusion and Call to Action

    Resources Mentioned:

    Immanuel Institute: Immanuelinstitute.com

    Jason Twombly: jasontwombly.com; The Heartsmith Coach on Substack; Book: Jesus Comforts - A Devotional from Heartache to Healing

    Contact & More Info: Face to Face Network: facetofacenetwork.org

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    51 mins
  • E180 | Bill Vanderbush | Rediscovering the Simple Gospel

    E180 | Bill Vanderbush | Rediscovering the Simple Gospel
    Jan 20 2026
    In this enlightening episode of the Face to Face Podcast, we sit down with Bill Vanderbush to explore the simplicity and depth of the gospel. Bill dives deep into the contrast between modern Western Christianity and the early church teachings, emphasizing the importance of understanding our identity through Christ. We discuss the pitfalls of performance-based faith, the transformative power of grace, and the importance of awakening to our true relationship with God as a loving Father. Bill also shares his thoughts on the current reformation in the church and how it's reshaping believers' understanding of the gospel. Tune in for an inspiring and thought-provoking conversation that challenges conventional religious beliefs and invites listeners into a deeper, more intimate walk with God. 00:00 Introduction and Announcements 01:07 Introducing Bill Vanderbush 02:53 Bill Vanderbush on Union and Grace 04:53 Complications in Modern Christianity 05:46 The True Essence of the Gospel 08:00 The Fatherhood of God 15:53 Reformation and Awakening 22:46 Healing Trauma Bonds with God 33:09 Grace and Faith: A Gift from God 34:13 The Evolution of Paul's Teachings 37:20 Childlike Wonder in Faith 40:28 Living in Reconciled Rest 46:13 The True Nature of the Gospel 50:47 The Role of Theology and Reformation 51:53 Final Thoughts and Encouragement

    More info: billvanderbush.com
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    1 hr and 2 mins
  • E179 | Discovering the Self with Adam Young: The Role of Neuroscience in Faith

    E179 | Discovering the Self with Adam Young: The Role of Neuroscience in Faith
    Jan 6 2026
    E179 | Discovering the Self with Adam Young: The Role of Neuroscience in Faith (Exploring Attachment and Brain Science with Adam Young) In this episode we welcome therapist and author Adam Young to discuss the profound impact of early caregiver relationships on how we relate to God. Young explains the importance of understanding our attachment history and the significant influence of early life experiences on brain development. We delve into topics such as narrative therapy, the role of the nervous system, and the importance of paying attention to one's body and internal experiences. Young highlights the necessity of addressing trauma and harmful experiences to achieve personal freedom and a better understanding of oneself. He emphasizes the continuous practice of introspection and attunement to one's body as vital for personal growth and well-being. 00:00 Introduction to the Face-to-Face Podcast 00:28 Exploring Attachment and God 01:13 The Impact of Early Experiences on Our Relationship with God 03:51 Understanding the Importance of Our Stories 04:47 The Role of the Nervous System in Trauma and Healing 08:42 The Power of Attention and Interoception 23:34 Embracing Self-Sovereignty and Personal Responsibility 33:10 Conclusion and Final Thoughts https://adamyoungcounseling.com/
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    39 mins
  • E178 | Unveiling the Self: Internal Family Systems with Jenna Riemersma

    E178 | Unveiling the Self: Internal Family Systems with Jenna Riemersma
    Dec 23 2025

    In this episode of the Face to Face Podcast, we welcome bestselling author and professional counselor Jenna Riemersma to discuss Internal Family Systems (IFS). Dropping during Christmas week, the episode focuses on deeper connection and healing practices. Jenna explains the significance of IFS, a therapeutic model emphasizing the importance of embracing all aspects of oneself, even those that are challenging. She shares insights on welcoming and understanding these parts through self-compassion and curiosity, aligning them with one's divine essence. The conversation also touches on critical distinctions between parts and their burdens, emphasizing the need for relational healing rather than control. Jenna concludes with a guided meditation, assisting listeners in moving toward their inner parts with kindness.

    The episode encourages journaling reflections, and reminds listeners about the valuable resources available through Jenna's website, MoveToward.com, and her upcoming book, 'Move Toward.'

    00:00 Introduction and Holiday Greetings 00:46 Interview with Jenna Riemersma 02:22 Immanuel Institute Enrollment 04:30 Jenna Riemersma's Background and IFS 07:11 Understanding Internal Family Systems (IFS) 09:53 Practical Applications of IFS 17:26 Addressing Challenging Parts 25:01 Healing Through Relationship and Compassion 28:50 Understanding Parts Work 30:02 Compassionate Approach to Self-Hatred 31:19 Welcoming Resistance and Concerns 33:42 Spiritual and Faith-Based Integration 38:37 Practical Steps for Self-Compassion 40:29 Guided Meditation for Parts Work 51:45 Reflections on the Meditation Experience 58:03 Final Thoughts and Resources 01:04:39 Conclusion and Farewell
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    1 hr and 6 mins
  • E178 | Michael John Cusick Part 2 | Embracing Sacred Attachment

    E178 | Michael John Cusick Part 2 | Embracing Sacred Attachment
    Dec 2 2025

    The Journey to Wholeness with Michael John Cusick - Part 2

    In this episode of the Face to Face Podcast, we continue our insightful conversation with Michael John Cusick. We are excited to invite you to join our Level 1 and Level 2 Immanuel Approach training sessions starting in December and January.

    Michael delves into various topics, including spiritual disciplines, mysticism, and the importance of understanding our inherent brokenness through five Ws: wretchedness, weakness, woundedness, warfare, and wiring. He emphasizes the need to reframe our perceptions of spiritual performance and the profound impact of recognizing God's constant presence.

    The episode ends with information on how to support the podcast and more resources for deeper connection and lasting freedom.

    00:00 Introduction and Episode Overview

    00:40 Listener Feedback and Apology

    02:37 Immanuel Approach Training Details

    04:53 Introduction to Michael Cusick's Interview

    05:17 Experiencing God in Everyday Life

    14:20 Understanding Human Brokenness

    20:54 The Impact of Personal Limitations

    21:30 Embracing Vulnerabilities

    22:12 The Power of Weakness

    24:08 Understanding Woundedness

    25:15 The Reality of Spiritual Warfare

    26:53 The Role of Our Nervous System

    28:20 Reevaluating Spiritual Performance

    30:28 Discovering a New Way

    35:43 The Holiness Heresy

    39:49 Final Thoughts and Reflections
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    44 mins
  • E177 | Michael John Cusick, Part 1 | Authenticity: The Path to Wholeness

    E177 | Michael John Cusick, Part 1 | Authenticity: The Path to Wholeness
    Nov 18 2025

    E177 | Michael John Cusick | Authenticity: The Path to Wholeness

    Welcome to Episode 177 of the Face to Face Podcast! Today we discuss their Immanuel Approach course levels and introduce their special guest, Michael John Cusick. Cusick, an author, podcaster, and therapist, shares his remarkable story of overcoming early-life trauma. The conversation delves into themes of vulnerability, the importance of embodied spirituality, and doing personal work for healing. Practical insights and valuable advice on experiencing God's love and navigating trauma are key highlights. 00:00 Introduction to the Face to Face Podcast 00:28 Upcoming Courses and Announcements 01:52 Introducing Michael John Cusick 02:39 Michael's Personal Journey and Professional Work 04:40 The Power of Vulnerability and Humility 08:05 Restoring the Soul: Intensive Counseling Ministry 09:54 Challenges and Growth in Personal Relationships 16:41 The Importance of Embodied Spirituality 38:51 Final Thoughts and Upcoming Episodes

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    40 mins
  • E176 | Chuck DeGroat | Navigating the Journey of Healing, Vulnerability and Growth

    E176 | Chuck DeGroat | Navigating the Journey of Healing, Vulnerability and Growth
    Nov 4 2025
    Today we sit down and have a compelling conversation with Chuck DeGroat, a licensed therapist, spiritual director, and author of six books including 'Leaving Egypt'. Chuck shares his journey of emotional and spiritual transformation, the significance of vulnerability, and practical exercises for achieving a deeper sense of safety and connection. Special topics include insights on the Immanuel Approach, Understanding Trauma courses, and the challenge of maintaining genuine vulnerability within leadership roles. Don't miss this insightful episode filled with practical steps for lasting freedom and meaningful relationships. 00:45 Exciting Announcements and Upcoming Courses 01:57 Introducing Our Guest: Chuck DeGroat 03:38 Chuck DeGroat's Background and Family 06:22 Discussing Chuck's Books and Writing Journey 07:56 The Journey of Healing and Self-Reflection 13:11 Understanding Trauma and Inner Healing 16:33 Challenges of Leadership and Vulnerability 19:41 Narcissism and the Path to Transformation 27:38 Sympathetic Storm: A Personal Journey 28:41 Character Formation and Personal Growth 29:24 The Slow Process of Bearing Fruit 30:42 Navigating Midlife Crises 32:01 Embracing Vulnerability and Self-Compassion 33:56 Befriending Our Inner Parts 47:52 Embodied Practices for Healing 51:09 Resources and Final Thoughts
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    53 mins