In this powerful closing chapter of our year-long series, my dad, Robert Peterson—newly stepping into his awakened name, Raynok—returns to wrap up his book This Is Not Who I Am: My Journey from 3D to 5D.

Together, we trace the arc of his transformation: the visions that pulled him out of the 3D struggle, the "initiation of the dead" that helped him release decades of guilt and self-judgment, and the Toltec teachings that opened the door to unconditional love, personal sovereignty, and what he calls Tamakia—the deep knowing that everything happens for a reason.

We talk about:

• What it really means to live in 5D consciousness

• Meditation, resonance, and the frequencies we exchange with others

• Rewiring the mind from parasitic thoughts to clarity and truth

• How plant medicine, movement, and somatic awareness anchor spiritual awakening into the body

• The shifting dynamics of family, community, and relationships when someone raises their vibration

• Generational healing, legacy, and what he hopes to pass on

It's honest, raw, and full of forward-looking wisdom, including the ways he plans to continue helping others—especially men of his generation—step out of old paradigms and into a life of clarity, love, and purpose.

This episode completes the recorded journey of his book… but not the journey itself. Thank you for walking this path with us.

Reflect and connect under the canopy of life's stories.

What happens when the man behind the red suit is the one in need of saving?
In this unforgettable episode, Christy sits down with the Santa Claus of Dean Z's iconic Elvis show in Branson, Missouri—Matthew Hamp—for a conversation that is heartwarming, hilarious, and deeply healing.

But make no mistake: this isn't just about sleigh bells and candy canes.

Matthew opens up about:

• Surviving a massive heart attack and experiencing a near-death moment that forever changed his faith

• Moving through divorce, grief, and the loss of his entire family unit

• A full-blown mental health breakdown and the life-saving therapist who helped him begin again

• How donning the red suit became a spiritual path of connection, compassion, and presence

• Microdosing, imposter syndrome, AI, grief, dogs, and what happens when Santa drops the F-bomb (yes, it's legendary)

This is an episode for anyone who's ever lost themselves and found their way back through community, courage, and play. If you've ever wondered how to reinvent your life after hitting rock bottom, how to hold both joy and grief in the same breath, or what Santa Claus really stands for (spoiler: it's not consumerism)… this one's for you.

🎧 Plus, Christy reflects on navigating the holidays as a deeply feeling human—and why we all need a little magic, now more than ever.

RESOURCES:

Matthew's FB Page "Claus of the Ozarks"

Melissa Hern, BA, MC, LPC; counselor in the Branson and Kimberling City area

AI Programming Support (son's business)
Opichi YouTube

Tickets to see Dean Z at the Clay Cooper Theatre

Psychedelic Society of the Ozarks - community to plug into!

"From 30 tick bites to a 10-day hospital stay—this isn't just another survival story. It's a chapter in awakening."

In this powerful and raw return to the mic, Christy sits down once again with her father, Robert Peterson, after a months-long hiatus marked by major life events: a trip to Peru, a motorcycle accident, and a near-death encounter with a tick-borne illness that landed Robert in the ICU for five intense days.

What started as a routine day of yard work turned into a full-blown health crisis when Robert was unknowingly bitten by over 30 ticks, leading to a diagnosis of ehrlichiosis—a condition that quickly escalated into kidney failure, fever spikes over 105°, delirium, and a deeply unsettling hospital experience. Through honest reflection and laughter amidst the seriousness, this episode dives into:

• The messy overlap between personal intuition and modern medicine

• The signs, symptoms, and spiritual symbolism of tick-borne illness

• Why listening to your body might just save your life

• The importance of having a health advocate in today's medical system

• What it really means to follow Spirit—from the ICU to 5D

Christy and Robert unpack it all—raw and unfiltered—bringing heart, humor, and wisdom to yet another chapter in their shared journey of awakening. The takeaway? When you stop seeing things as "good" or "bad" and start tuning into deeper direction, life transforms.

📌 BONUS: Christy also shares insights from her current extended fast and how fasting, like illness, can crack open consciousness and invite radical healing.

Resource Links:

CDC - What to if you get bit by a tick

Johns Hopkins University - Lyme & Tickborne Illness Research Institute

Welcome back to another episode of ForResting the Soul with Christy! In this eye-opening installment, join Christy Claybaker and her dad, Robert Peterson, as they dive into the remarkable story of his unexpected medical journey following a scare with congestive heart failure. Building off the revelations of past episodes, this conversation explores Robert's profound shift from a three-dimensional life dominated by fear, to embracing the five-dimensional realm of heart-centered consciousness and higher awareness.

In this episode, you'll hear about the pivotal events that led Robert to be life-flighted from Springfield, Missouri, to Barnes Hospital in Saint Louis, alongside Christy's personal reflections available to her as a witness. Discover how his transformative awakening, coupled with spiritual insights and the support of compassionate medical professionals, played a monumental role in his healing process. Christy and Robert also delve into the intertwining of 3D and 5D realities, exploring how intentional practices and mindful consciousness can alter our life's trajectory.

Time Stamps

00:00 "Foresting the Soul: Dad's Journey"

04:11 Hospital Visit Amid Event Schedule

07:22 "Emotional Fascia Release Class Intro"

12:08 Delayed Thoracentesis and Dehydration

16:12 Struggling Between Realms and Recovery

19:08 Moonlit Meditation and Intentions

19:55 "Crystal and Oracle Card Ritual"

24:08 "Praise for Resilient Nurses"

28:13 Meditative Healing and Mind Control

32:47 "Embracing the 5D Realm"

35:07 Healing Through Plant Medicine

37:37 Psychedelic Decriminalization and Mindfulness

40:04 Hiatus Until Next Month

44:05 Podcast Reflection and Listener Engagement

For those interested, the organization referenced in this episode that is local to the Springfield, Missouri, area advocating for plant medicines and intentional and responsible practices with psychedelics is the Psychedelic Society of the Ozarks and their website is www.psychedelicsoto.org for more information.

Welcome to another episode of ForResting the Soul with Christy Claybaker. In this episode, Christy sits down with her father, Robert Peterson, as they continue the journey through his transformative life story. After facing a period of hardship that included extremely cold weather leading to frozen pipes and a faulty car alternator, Robert is back to sharing his experiences. This episode follows the narrative of Robert's journey from hitting rock bottom, dealing with a suicide attempt, and emerging with an awakening that introduced him to a new realm of self and spiritual understanding. With the backdrop of writing his book, "This is Not Who I Am: Journey from three d to five d," Christy and Robert delve into how his perspective on life, spirituality, and self-care evolved. They explore how Robert's newfound understanding of energy, spirituality, and self-love guided him through substance recovery and impacted his resilience against recent health challenges, including facing congestive heart failure. The conversation intertwines reflections on meditation, personal growth, and the profound realization that we each have the power to become whatever we desire, underlining the essence of being active creators in our own lives. Join Christy and Robert as they navigate the complex interplay between mind, body, and spirit in the continual journey of awakening and healing.

Time Stamps

00:00 "Awakening: Embracing Cosmic Connection"

08:16 Mind Over Substance Transformation

10:24 Core Strength and Love Insight

19:14 Exercise Missteps and Lingual Hernia

26:24 Onset of Congestive Heart Failure

29:48 Healthcare System Strain Insight

36:55 Heart Function and Treatment Delay

41:15 Emergency and Departure: A Chaotic Weekend

47:23 "Protective of Your Energy"

52:56 Navigating New Health Awarenesses

55:40 "Meditation for Mental Clarity"

01:00:56 Journal for Consciousness and Clarity

As mentioned, here is the link to Dr. Joe Dispenza's website. He has incredible resources on meditation.

Another resource I really love for guided meditations is the Insight Timer app.

Kundalini yoga is also a great way to connect deeply to self and source. My friend, Amy Wallace, has a Facebook group that has lots of videos for you to use in your own home practice.

In episode 6 of "ForResting the Soul with Christy," join host Christy Claybaker and her father Robert Peterson as they delve into a profound and raw conversation centered around Robert's personal journey of overcoming addiction and the challenges he faced along the way. This episode, titled "What's Your Trigger?," continues the discussion from the last episode, exploring Robert's struggles with chronic pain after multiple auto accidents, medication misuse, and ultimately, the events leading to a moment of crisis. Through candid reflections, Robert shares how he found a path to recovery, highlighting the importance of recognizing and transforming one's internal challenges. The discussion is anchored in self-love and spirituality as key components of healing, offering listeners valuable insights into personal growth and transformation. Tune in to this heartfelt episode that underscores the power of vulnerability, personal redemption, and the journey toward a 5D reality. Don't miss these deeply personal stories, and remember, if you're in need of immediate support, dial 988 for assistance.

Time Stamps:

00:00 Episode Title: "What's Your Trigger?"

04:18 Near-Miss and Repeat Accident Struggles

07:02 Misinformed Hair Lotion Enthusiast

13:11 Opioid and Alcohol Struggle

16:25 "Seeing What I Won't Become"

17:30 Self-Discovery Through Reading

20:19 Addicted to Suffering Explained

24:46 Plant-Spirituality Connection Documentary

29:22 Frequency Shifts Affect Relationships

30:57 Self-Reflection on Comparison

35:51 Meditation to Silence Inner Voices

37:48 Aligning Thoughts with Divine Intent

40:50 Observer Effect in Quantum Reality

44:56 "Positive Inquiry for Improvement"

48:07 Authenticity in a Filtered World

Show Notes:

The Secret Life of Plants Book, https://a.co/d/cbXZzyD

The Four Agreements book, https://a.co/d/bfgOyp7

Alcoholics Anonymous, https://www.aa.org/

Narcotics Anonymous, https://na.org/

In Episode 5 of "ForResting the Soul with Christy," host Christy Claybaker delves into the compelling and transformative journey of her father, Robert Peterson, as detailed in his book, "This Is Not Who I Am: Journey from 3D to 5D." In this episode, they explore the chapter titled "Two Wheels in a 3D World," discussing the significant life-changing event of Robert's motorcycle accident. The conversation unveils the physical and mental challenges he faced after the accident, including severe injuries and subsequent recovery. As they navigate through these pivotal experiences, they reflect on the profound impact of pain, addiction, and recovery on mental health and spiritual awareness. Christy and Robert candidly share insights and lessons learned, offering hope and inspiration for those grappling with similar struggles. Join them as they explore the intersection of life's trials and the resilience of the human spirit, providing a beacon of light for others on a path of healing and transformation.

Time Stamps

00:00 Podcast Chronicles Book Creation Journey

04:49 Motorcycle Accident: Ruts and Rocks

07:58 X-Ray Struggle and Gum Trick

09:41 Medical Emergency: Bobby's Blood Loss

13:46 Quick Recovery from Collarbone Injury

17:27 "Achieving Flagship: A Restaurant's Challenge"

22:45 Settling in Missouri for Work

26:11 Chronic Pain and Treatment Struggles

28:18 Opioid Regulation and Personal Struggle

30:49 Endless Anxiety-Fueled Night Walks

36:25 Protective Motherhood Experience

38:06 Overcoming Adversity and Mental Crisis

42:40 Divine Intervention After Accident

46:23 "The Four Agreements Clicked"

50:41 Overcoming Pain with Support

51:51 Signing Off: Join Us Next Week

OTHER NOTES:

The Jim Carrey videos dad mentions in this episode: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uIaY0l5qV0c and https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O4UfYCwbp30 and https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s4uajFzgXSY

Looking for help out of a rut? Robert Peterson would be happy to listen and share words of encouragement or even help point you in another direction. He can be reached at 417-761-3798.

On this episode of "ForResting the Soul," join host Christy Claybaker and her father, Robert Peterson, as they delve into another chapter of Robert's compelling life story. The episode, titled "Champion of Rubber," takes listeners back to Robert's early years working at the grueling Champion Rubber Plant in McAlester, Oklahoma. As Robert recounts his physically demanding job and the challenges he faced, he shares the harrowing experience of a near-fatal accident that left him with a serious back injury. Through their candid conversation, Christy and Robert explore the profound impact of these pivotal moments on his journey from a life of survival to one of purpose and vision. Whether you're tuning in for the first time or continuing to follow Robert's transformative story, this episode offers deep reflections on resilience, healing, and the pursuit of a meaningful life. Join them as they invite listeners to consider their own paths and the one love or purpose that propels them forward.

There is a little bit of explicit language in this episode.

Time Stamps

00:00 Support Resources for Burn Survivors

05:48 Dangerous Work Conditions and Overtime

09:02 Rubber Tube Molding Process

11:39 Work Injury Ignored, Sciatic Pain

14:11 Neurosurgeon Diagnosis and EMG Test

18:14 Early Osteopathic Spinal Surgery

20:50 Sleep-Deprived Tension

25:39 Roof Foam Application Preparation

29:03 Unexpected Changes and Fortune

30:31 Back Surgery and Recovery Discussion

33:16 Toilet Confusion Reflection

36:29 Setbacks and Learning from Experience

41:10 Finding Motivation Through Hardships

43:20 "Farewell, Everyone"