After 8 years of trying to manifest my dream life, I finally figured out why nothing was landing.

In this episode, I share my breakthrough about nervous system blocks, why I can manifest small things but struggle with abundance and visibility, and how childhood trauma taught me that being big was dangerous. If you've been frustrated with manifestation techniques, wondering why manifesting isn't working, or feeling stuck even though you're doing "everything right"—this is for you.

In this follow-up episode, I talk about why caring about politics and human rights isn’t “low vibration,” why spiritual bypassing helps the wrong people, and why choosing hope in a scary world is an act of resistance. This isn’t about disengaging or pretending everything is fine—it’s about staying aware, staying embodied, and refusing to let fear shape the future.

The world feels heavy right now, and manifesting can feel complicated because of it. In this episode, I talk honestly about guilt, anger, spiritual bypassing, and the tension between wanting more for yourself while everything feels uncertain. No answers, no toxic positivity...just a real conversation about holding hope without gaslighting yourself.

I paid Etsy witches to help me manifest and somehow ended up in a full existential spiral. What started as a harmless attempt to “get a sign” turned into manifestation burnout, nervous system overload, and me questioning whether I even know how to manifest at all. In this episode, I talk about pressure, control, self-trust, and why trying harder was actually blocking everything I wanted. If you’ve ever felt abandoned by the universe or exhausted by doing manifestation “right,” this one’s for you.

Short and sweet.

This episode is about the messy middle of manifestation: the quiet, awkward, in-between phase where nothing is wrong, nothing is happening, and you’re exhausted from believing without receipts.

If you’re in a filler episode of your manifestation journey, I see you and I love you. Come join the mess.

Last week’s holiday hit me like a cosmic frying pan, hotties. My sister brought her boyfriend home for the first time (love him, truly), and instead of being a normal human, I emotionally combusted like a girl in a YA novel. I’m talking jealousy, loneliness, a full four-hour cry, AND angel numbers attacking me on the highway.

In this episode, I break down the crashout, the realizations, the “down bad does NOT mean what I thought it meant” debacle, and the genuinely healing shift that happened once I finally stopped pretending I didn’t want love or softness or support. If you’re feeling behind on your manifestations, lonely, overwhelmed, or like the universe is ghosting you...same. Let’s talk about it.

This week I somehow turned a murder mystery party into a full-blown worthiness wound healing moment. I talk about the childhood moment that convinced me I was “too much,” how that wound has stalked me through middle school, high school, work, relationships, and even my manifestation practice… and then the UNIVERSE casually threw me into a party hosted by a girl with the same name as the one who originally excluded me. Comedy? Karma? Both. If you’ve ever spiraled about your worthiness, cried at your cubicle, accepted crumbs in dating, or wondered if you’re manifesting wrong...welcome to the mess.

Folding laundry, brushing my hair, and unpacking my messy situationship with the universe. ✨ This cozy, chaotic episode dives into rejection-as-redirection, divine timing, and why manifesting sometimes feels like the universe is ghosting you. If you’ve ever felt ignored by the powers that be on your manifestation journey, this one’s for you.