• Encouragement for dark times (INFP/HSP)
    Mar 5 2026

    Why is faith the most courageous act you can take, especially for sensitive souls (INFP/HSP)? In a world that often feels dark and chaotic, choosing a hopeful vision isn't passive—it’s an act of profound ancient courage.

    Hello dear soul, and welcome to the Lightbearer's Library. In this journal entry, I’m in a "biblical mood"! I’m looking to the ancient wisdom found in the New Testament book of Hebrews for strength, even as someone who doesn't subscribe to doctrinal Christianity.

    If you are a sensitive person feeling the weight of anxiety, fear, or hopelessness, this video is your invitation to step into a brighter vision of the future.

    We’ll explore the "art of being kind" through the poetry of Ella Wheeler Wilcox and dive into my favorite definition of faith from Hebrews 11:1. Faith isn't about what we see with our eyes—the chaos and noise—it’s about the courage to be convinced of the beauty we do not yet see.

    I hope this encourages you to take the smallest step of courage today. By walking in faith, hope, and love, we can inspire others and change the world one person at a time.

    ✨ I’d love to know: what is one thing you are hoping for in your life right now?

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    If you're curious about my journey with these ancient texts, this video explains why I felt it was so important to read the entire Bible as a non-believer: Why a non-Christian read the whole Bible (https://youtu.be/_-u_ZmU9z58)

    XOXO,
    Kate Harmony

    📖 Journal Notes
    0:00 Finding faith, hope and love in times of chaos
    0:52 The art of being kind: kindness to ourselves
    2:04 Healing from self-hatred with the energy of love
    3:04 Why a non-Christian reads the Bible for wisdom
    3:44 Definition of faith & choosing a hopeful vision
    4:53 Focusing on the unseen vs the seen
    6:03 Do the work even when it seems hopeless
    6:54 How to inspire others through vulnerability
    9:04 Overcoming the fear of failure and being seen
    10:35 Our souls came here for a reason
    11:47 Focus your mind on a peaceful future

    #bibleforfaith #wisdomforchaos #nonchristianfaith #secularspirituality #ancientwisdom #hopeindarkness #infp #hsp #introvert #lightbearerslibrary #journaling #introvertdiaries #faithhopeandlove #spiritualgrowth #kindnessmatters

    🌿 About Kate Harmony 🌿

    My main channel (Hack Music Theory) has over 250K subscribers and 10 million views. I've been a full-time YouTuber since 2017 and launched this personal channel (Lightbearer's Library) in 2025, where I'm making video versions of my journal entries.

    Some of my favourite topics to talk about are practical philosophy, positive psychology, and personality type (I'm an INFP). But honestly, my journals contain counter-cultural thoughts about everything, so expect the unexpected! I also share practical ways I'm improving my mental health, with the hope that you might find them useful too.

    I deleted all my social media accounts over 10 years ago, so I offer a loving perspective that's free from the divisive language commonly found in feeds nowadays.

    If this sounds like your cup of tea, then I warmly welcome you into the Lightbearer's Library. Stay for a while, and please remember to subscribe: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCV2wps4NID9rrO08OuwZ5Lg?sub_confirmation=1

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    13 mins
  • Dealing with self-hatred? Here’s how to recover (HSP/INFP)
    Mar 4 2026

    If you are an INFP or HSP feeling exhausted and under attack by a harsh inner voice, this recovery strategy will help you silence self-hatred and find your way back to peace.

    Hello dear soul, and welcome to the Lightbearer's Library. In this journal entry, we explore why the "inner critic" sometimes shifts into a more intense attack of self-hatred, especially when we feel vulnerable, lonely, or exhausted.

    Being a highly sensitive person (HSP) means our mental well-being is deeply tied to our physical state. I share how a lack of sleep can trigger a downward spiral of overwhelm, making even small tasks feel impossible. We’ll discuss:

    - The difference between a harsh inner critic and the voice of self-hatred.
    - Why creating distance from these voices is the first step to healing.
    - The "cornerstone" strategy of prioritizing sleep to stabilize your emotions.

    This video is a gentle reminder that you are not alone in your suffering. By protecting your rest, you can begin to kick out the darkness and reclaim your stability.

    ✨ If you’re feeling brave, just comment “me too” below so we can support each other.

    Next ▶️
    This journal entry will help you create even more distance from that harsh inner voice by learning how to depersonalize it: "The voice in your head is NOT yours" (https://youtu.be/X4J9L3HhQmY)

    XOXO,
    Kate Harmony

    📖 Journal Notes
    0:00 Welcome to the Lightbearer's Library
    1:11 Self-hate attacks when we're tired
    1:40 The downward spiral of overwhelm
    2:10 The attack happens when I'm most vulnerable
    3:00 Self-critic voice vs self-hate voice
    3:38 Is that voice in your head actually yours?
    4:50 How loneliness gives power to self-hatred
    6:34 The number one strategy for self-hate recovery
    7:16 Building a healthy "going to bed" routine
    8:55 Prioritizing sleep as a foundation for mental health
    9:29 You're not alone in your struggle


    #hsp #infp #selfhatred #lightbearerslibrary #journaling #introvertdiaries #mentalhealthrecovery #innercritic #selfhate #introvert #sensitiveperson #mentalstability #highlysensitiveperson #selfcompassion #emotionalwellbeing


    🌿 About Kate Harmony 🌿

    My main channel (Hack Music Theory) has over 250K subscribers and 10 million views. I've been a full-time YouTuber since 2017 and launched this personal channel (Lightbearer's Library) in 2025, where I'm making video versions of my journal entries.

    Some of my favourite topics to talk about are practical philosophy, positive psychology, and personality type (I'm an INFP). But honestly, my journals contain counter-cultural thoughts about everything, so expect the unexpected! I also share practical ways I'm improving my mental health, with the hope that you might find them useful too.

    I deleted all my social media accounts over 10 years ago, so I offer a loving perspective that's free from the divisive language commonly found in feeds nowadays.

    If this sounds like your cup of tea, then I warmly welcome you into the Lightbearer's Library. Stay for a while, and please remember to subscribe: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCV2wps4NID9rrO08OuwZ5Lg?sub_confirmation=1

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    11 mins
  • We’re not anxious, we’re hungry for meaning
    Mar 2 2026

    If your life feels monotonous and you’re struggling with constant anxiety, this video will help you discover why your soul might actually be hungry for meaning rather than just being "anxious."

    Hello dear soul, and welcome to the Lightbearer's Library. Are you a highly sensitive person (HSP) or INFP feeling stuck in a loop of future fears? In this journal entry, I open my old university journal to share one of my greatest fears: the fear of a monotonous life.

    When our extroverted intuition isn’t engaged with our soul purpose, that creative energy turns inward, leading to catastrophizing and anxiety. We’re often overstimulated by "junk" digital feeds but deeply under-stimulated by creativity, intellectual growth, and self-discovery.

    It's time to stop misdiagnosing our restlessness. Our anxiety is a soul-level alarm signaling a hunger for growth and purpose. Learn how to channel your rich inner life into meaningful projects and reclaim your enthusiasm for changing the world!

    ✨ If this resonated with you, please put a heart of your choice of colour in the comments below!

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    This guided self-love practice will help you find the inner calm needed to ground your restless energy and reconnect with your heart: "Find inner calm with this self-love practice" (https://youtu.be/88k1Rph3hEU)

    XOXO,
    Kate Harmony

    📖 Journal Notes
    0:00 Struggling with a monotonous life
    1:05 Boredom as a soul level alarm for anxiety
    1:52 INFP cognitive functions of extroverted intuition (Ne)
    2:44 How "what if" thinking turns into catastrophizing
    4:05 We're bored because we're not changing the world!
    5:09 Why a digital life feels boring
    6:19 Overstimulated by digital junk vs under-stimulated by meaning
    7:19 Misdiagnosing a hunger for growth as anxiety
    8:26 Taking your rich inner life and dreams seriously
    9:44 The courage to start meaningful projects and groups
    10:43 What brings your life meaning?

    #meaning #anxiety #infp #hsp #introvert #lightbearerslibrary #journaling #introvertdiaries #mbti #slowliving #existentialism #sensitivesoul #innerwork #intentionality #selfdiscovery

    🌿 About Kate Harmony 🌿

    My main channel (Hack Music Theory) has over 250K subscribers and 10 million views. I've been a full-time YouTuber since 2017 and launched this personal channel (Lightbearer's Library) in 2025, where I'm making video versions of my journal entries.

    Some of my favourite topics to talk about are practical philosophy, positive psychology, and personality type (I'm an INFP). But honestly, my journals contain counter-cultural thoughts about everything, so expect the unexpected! I also share practical ways I'm improving my mental health, with the hope that you might find them useful too.

    I deleted all my social media accounts over 10 years ago, so I offer a loving perspective that's free from the divisive language commonly found in feeds nowadays.

    If this sounds like your cup of tea, then I warmly welcome you into the Lightbearer's Library. Stay for a while, and please remember to subscribe: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCV2wps4NID9rrO08OuwZ5Lg?sub_confirmation=1

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    12 mins
  • Access joy when you’re overwhelmed (INFP/HSP)
    Mar 1 2026

    Learn how to access joy in small, grounded ways even when the world feels heavy and your sensitive soul is stuck in survival mode.

    Hello dear soul, and welcome to the Lightbearer's Library. If you are an INFP or HSP feeling the intense weight of overwhelm and anxiety, please know that I am right here with you. We didn't come here to live in a constant state of panic; we came here to find joy.

    In this journal entry, I share a beautiful quote from the book "Living with Intensity" (edited by Susan Daniels & Michael M. Piechowski). It reveals how to find joy through self-discovery, creative moments, and helping others. From the grounding step-by-step process of creative projects to the healing power of nature, we explore practical ways to shift out of overwhelm.

    Accessing joy isn't just for you—it's a courageous act that impacts everyone around you. Let’s reclaim our joyous state together and find the beauty in the small things.

    ✨ I would love to hear from you! What is one small thing you do to access joy when you're feeling overwhelmed?

    Next ▶️
    If you’re struggling to find your center today, this meltdown recovery guide will help you return to a state of calm and emotional balance: "Meltdown recovery for sensitive souls (INFP/HSP)" (https://youtu.be/73OU_43NG0I)

    XOXO,
    Kate Harmony

    📖 Journal Notes
    0:00 Why we must move through overwhelm and anxiety
    1:44 How our emotional vibration impacts those we love
    3:24 The quote: finding joy in the names of loved ones
    4:28 The joy of overcoming bad habits
    5:30 Self-discovery as a path to joy
    6:46 Accessing joy through creativity and inspiration
    7:19 My creative show & tell
    8:37 The mirror effect: finding joy by helping others
    10:06 Love, empathy, and expansive feelings of a higher order
    10:29 Finding a joyful state in nature and the sunshine
    11:15 Shift your emotional state to impact the world

    #overwhelmrelief #infp #hsp #lightbearerslibrary #journaling #introvertdiaries #selfdiscovery #emotionalregulation #healingjourney #mbti #empath #introvert #creativejoy #spiritualgrowth #sensitivity #mentalwellbeing #highlysensitiveperson

    🌿 About Kate Harmony 🌿

    My main channel (Hack Music Theory) has over 250K subscribers and 10 million views. I've been a full-time YouTuber since 2017 and launched this personal channel (Lightbearer's Library) in 2025, where I'm making video versions of my journal entries.

    Some of my favourite topics to talk about are practical philosophy, positive psychology, and personality type (I'm an INFP). But honestly, my journals contain counter-cultural thoughts about everything, so expect the unexpected! I also share practical ways I'm improving my mental health, with the hope that you might find them useful too.

    I deleted all my social media accounts over 10 years ago, so I offer a loving perspective that's free from the divisive language commonly found in feeds nowadays.

    If this sounds like your cup of tea, then I warmly welcome you into the Lightbearer's Library. Stay for a while, and please remember to subscribe: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCV2wps4NID9rrO08OuwZ5Lg?sub_confirmation=1

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    12 mins
  • The hidden toxins stressing your system (HSP)
    Feb 27 2026

    Nourish your body and remove the hidden toxins that are overloading your sensitive system so you can focus on your soul work and creativity.

    Hello dear soul, and welcome to the Lightbearer's Library. In this journal entry, we explore why paying attention to everything that goes in our mouth is vital for highly sensitive persons (HSP).

    Our bodies are miracles capable of natural healing, but modern life often bombards our systems with stress, anxiety, and environmental toxins.

    Are you feeling a "system overload" from processed foods, alcohol, or even caffeine? I share my personal journey of simplifying my diet and cutting out toxins to support my body's capacity to remain in balance.

    By returning to the simple, nourishing habits of our ancestors and embracing batch cooking, we can save time and energy for what truly matters.

    When we choose health, we create the ease necessary to flourish as a soul and fulfill our mission. Join me as we align our daily actions with our deepest values.

    ✨ What is one simple, healthy thing you can put in your mouth today? Let me know below!

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    If you sometimes find yourself overloaded by emotions, then this journal entry will help you recover when you feel emotionally overwhelmed: "Emotionally overwhelmed? Here's how to recover. (INFP/HSP)" (https://youtu.be/LygOb6lUORY)

    XOXO,
    Kate Harmony


    📖 Journal Notes
    0:00 The miracle of the body’s natural healing
    1:45 How to avoid overloading your system
    2:23 Environmental toxins and electromagnetic frequencies
    3:13 Removing alcohol and other poisons
    4:23 The benefits of a simple diet
    5:10 Time-saving tips with batch cooking
    7:13 Other toxins in our food and water
    8:01 I'm cutting out coffee
    8:34 Getting in tune with your senses
    9:22 Good health helps us focus on our soul work

    #hsp #infp #toxins #holistichealth #wellnessjourney #lightbearerslibrary #journaling #introvertdiaries #selfhealing #mindfulliving #simpleliving #spiritualwellness #cleanliving #soulwork #bodyhealing #nourishment


    🌿 About Kate Harmony 🌿

    My main channel (Hack Music Theory) has over 250K subscribers and 10 million views. I've been a full-time YouTuber since 2017 and launched this personal channel (Lightbearer's Library) in 2025, where I'm making video versions of my journal entries.

    Some of my favourite topics to talk about are practical philosophy, positive psychology, and personality type (I'm an INFP). But honestly, my journals contain counter-cultural thoughts about everything, so expect the unexpected! I also share practical ways I'm improving my mental health, with the hope that you might find them useful too.

    I deleted all my social media accounts over 10 years ago, so I offer a loving perspective that's free from the divisive language commonly found in feeds nowadays.

    If this sounds like your cup of tea, then I warmly welcome you into the Lightbearer's Library. Stay for a while, and please remember to subscribe: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCV2wps4NID9rrO08OuwZ5Lg?sub_confirmation=1

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    10 mins
  • Why you suck at digital communication (and why it's not your fault)
    Feb 25 2026

    If you feel like you “suck” at digital communication, the truth is that your sensitive INFP or INFJ soul is simply mismatched with an inhuman, machine-driven world.

    Hello dear soul, and welcome to the Lightbearer's Library. When our phones feel like a ball and chain, and notifications trigger dread, it’s easy to blame ourselves for being "bad" at texting or email.

    In this journal entry, we explore why our communication problems are actually a systemic issue, not a personal failure. We are built for deep, soul-to-soul connection. The kind that includes eye contact, shared silences, and the energy of being in the same room. Digital tools strip away 90% of what we need to feel safe and authentic.

    Instead of striving to be "better" at digital communication, I’m calling on us to prioritize in-person connection, which will help us to flourish as human souls.

    You aren't broken. You're just a canary in the coal mine of a crazy civilization.

    ✨I’d love to know: what is one "unspoken" thing you miss most in digital conversations? Is it the eye contact, the shared silence, or just the feeling of being in the same room?

    Next ▶️
    You are not here to be anxious. You came to live a life of joy and magic, and it’s time to remember how to play. Listen to this journal entry next: "You are not here to be anxious (INFP/HSP)" (https://youtu.be/gOKXY4jxu1E)

    XOXO,
    Kate Harmony

    📖 Journal Notes
    0:00 Why you don't suck at digital communication
    1:41 The "caged animal" feeling of modern civilization
    2:13 INFPs & INFJs as the canaries in the coal mine
    3:26 Digital tools strip away human connection
    4:47 The time before digital communication
    5:33 Reclaiming the art of in-person communication
    6:15 I've given up on digital communication
    6:54 Practical tips for setting digital boundaries
    8:46 Communicating at the speed of soul


    #infp #infj #highlysensitiveperson #lightbearerslibrary #hsp #mbti #introvert #digitalburnout #analogliving #introvertdiaries #slowliving #personalitytype #empath #journaling #soulconnection #mentalhealth #selfacceptance


    🌿 About Kate Harmony 🌿

    My main channel (Hack Music Theory) has over 250K subscribers and 10 million views. I've been a full-time YouTuber since 2017 and launched this personal channel (Lightbearer's Library) in 2025, where I'm making video versions of my journal entries.

    Some of my favourite topics to talk about are practical philosophy, positive psychology, and personality type (I'm an INFP). But honestly, my journals contain counter-cultural thoughts about everything, so expect the unexpected! I also share practical ways I'm improving my mental health, with the hope that you might find them useful too.

    I deleted all my social media accounts over 10 years ago, so I offer a loving perspective that's free from the divisive language commonly found in feeds nowadays.

    If this sounds like your cup of tea, then I warmly welcome you into the Lightbearer's Library. Stay for a while, and please remember to subscribe: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCV2wps4NID9rrO08OuwZ5Lg?sub_confirmation=1

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    10 mins
  • The danger of being an INFP
    Feb 24 2026

    Discover the danger of letting tribe consensus blind us to the truth and learn how to reclaim your critical thinking as an INFP.

    Hello dear soul, and welcome to the Lightbearer's Library. As INFPs, we often lean heavily on our values, but this can lead us to discount information that is actually true simply because it feels threatening.

    In this journal entry, I explore how to navigate the "emotional flood" of challenging thoughts and why we must prioritize truth over groupthink.

    We’ll discuss:
    - How to "play dress up" with new ideas without feeling defensive.
    - The importance of challenging the consensus of our "tribe."
    - Why sitting with your own thoughts is vital in a world of AI and chaos.
    - Why it feels like our world flips upside down when we change our thinking.
    - How introverted thinking (Ti) users, like my INFJ husband, help us to develop our thinking skills.

    By developing our introverted thinking (Ti), we can stay aligned with our soul rather than our culture. Let's practice being humble, staying curious, and finding the courage to think for ourselves!

    ✨ I would love to hear from you! Have you ever had to change a deeply held value because of new information?

    Next ▶️
    Are you self-gaslighting? In this journal entry I dive deep into the cost of accepting lies—both the ones society feeds us and, more importantly, the ones we tell ourselves: "The Cost of Accepting Lies" (https://youtu.be/NI7F0mcL4Bs)

    XOXO,
    Kate Harmony


    *Related Resource* If you want to dive deeper into these concepts, I highly recommend checking out John over at Redemptive Psych. His video (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FShZUM-nqts&t=479s) was a great inspiration for this entry.

    📖 Journal Notes
    0:00 Understanding cognitive functions for INFPs
    1:30 The danger of discounting the truth
    2:27 Why truth must come above your values
    3:30 INFJ husband challenges my thinking
    5:04 New thoughts aren't inherently threatening
    6:03 Playing dress up with new information
    6:50 Why critical thinking is vital in an AI world
    7:36 Questioning your tribe and group consensus
    9:12 Try on different ideologies and ways of thinking
    12:06 Remember a time when you were wrong
    14:01 Be gentle with yourself & ask "What do I think?"
    16:45 Rearranging values when reality changes
    19:00 The myth of consensus
    20:00 INFPs, share your opinion! Use journaling
    22:17 Becoming a skeptic

    #infp #introvert #infptruth #infj #mbti #personalitytype #criticalthinking #cognitivefunctions #selfdiscovery #innergrowth #personalgrowth #groupthink #authenticity #fi #te #ti #lightbearerslibrary #journaling #introvertdiaries

    🌿 About Kate Harmony 🌿

    My main channel (Hack Music Theory) has over 250K subscribers and 10 million views. I've been a full-time YouTuber since 2017 and launched this personal channel (Lightbearer's Library) in 2025, where I'm making video versions of my journal entries.

    Some of my favourite topics to talk about are practical philosophy, positive psychology, and personality type (I'm an INFP). But honestly, my journals contain counter-cultural thoughts about everything, so expect the unexpected! I also share practical ways I'm improving my mental health, with the hope that you might find them useful too.

    I deleted all my social media accounts over 10 years ago, so I offer a loving perspective that's free from the divisive language commonly found in feeds nowadays.

    If this sounds like your cup of tea, then I warmly welcome you into the Lightbearer's Library. Stay for a while, and please remember to subscribe: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCV2wps4NID9rrO08OuwZ5Lg?sub_confirmation=1

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    24 mins
  • Finding God outside of traditional religion
    Feb 23 2026

    If you are a sensitive soul feeling lost in the modern world, this journal entry will help you find a spiritual path that cultivates deep inward peace and mental equanimity.

    Hello dear soul, and welcome to the Lightbearer's Library. In this journal entry, we explore why focusing on an intrinsic, internal connection is vital for staying balanced when external things are taken away.

    As INFPs and HSPs, we often feel a deep longing for peacefulness. I dive into why mind management and physical regulation are the first steps to finding peace in this chaotic world.

    After years of digging into theology and history, I’ve realized that my soul needs something different to truly feel centered and connected to God or Source. Whether you feel "spiritually homeless" or are simply looking for more tangible practices to feel centered, this video offers a loving perspective on how to keep seeking until you find what works for your unique soul.

    We discuss:
    - Why seeking a spiritual path is essential for managing stress and anxiety.
    - Moving beyond the religion of my ancestors to find a true connection with God.
    - Using breathwork, meditation, and yoga to reclaim control over your mind and body.
    - My current journey into the fragmented wisdom of Celtic spirituality.

    ✨ I would love to hear about your journey! Have you found what you’re looking for yet?

    Next ▶️
    This journal entry will help you find deep inner stillness when the world feels heavy and overwhelming: "Find inner calm with this self-love practice" (https://youtu.be/88k1Rph3hEU)

    XOXO,
    Kate Harmony

    📖 Journal Notes
    0:00 Why a spiritual path is important for positivity
    0:44 Cultivating inward equanimity and peacefulness
    1:27 Mind management for sensitive souls
    3:20 Seeking a spiritual path
    4:05 Using yoga philosophy for mind/body control
    4:50 Regulating the nervous system with breathwork
    5:14 Meditation connects us to our true nature
    5:48 Yoga postures regulate our body and breath
    6:06 Connecting with beauty through chanting and sound
    6:45 Exploring ancestral roots
    7:29 Why Christianity isn't for me
    9:55 Borrowing practices from the East that work
    11:09 Seeking wisdom in fragmented traditions
    12:21 Share your spiritual journey in the comments

    #spiritualpath #infp #hsp #introvert #lightbearerslibrary #journaling #introvertdiaries #spirituality #mindmanagement #findinggod #celticspirituality #innerpeace #selfdiscovery #empath #sensitiveperson

    🌿 About Kate Harmony 🌿

    My main channel (Hack Music Theory) has over 250K subscribers and 10 million views. I've been a full-time YouTuber since 2017 and launched this personal channel (Lightbearer's Library) in 2025, where I'm making video versions of my journal entries.

    Some of my favourite topics to talk about are practical philosophy, positive psychology, and personality type (I'm an INFP). But honestly, my journals contain counter-cultural thoughts about everything, so expect the unexpected! I also share practical ways I'm improving my mental health, with the hope that you might find them useful too.

    I deleted all my social media accounts over 10 years ago, so I offer a loving perspective that's free from the divisive language commonly found in feeds nowadays.

    If this sounds like your cup of tea, then I warmly welcome you into the Lightbearer's Library. Stay for a while, and please remember to subscribe: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCV2wps4NID9rrO08OuwZ5Lg?sub_confirmation=1

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    13 mins