You spent years — maybe decades — building distance from what happened in that house. And now you're back in the thick of it, not because you wanted to be, but because someone has to help. Caregiving has a way of doing that: pulling the past right into the present, making old wounds feel startlingly fresh. A tone of voice, a familiar criticism, a look — and suddenly you're not a capable adult anymore. You're that kid again, bracing for impact. This episode explores why caregiving so often reopens old family wounds, what's actually happening when the past bleeds into the present, and why your emotional reaction to your parent's behavior makes complete sense given your history together. If you've ever felt blindsided by how intensely caregiving affects you, this one is for you. You're not overreacting. You're remembering.

If you've ever felt manipulated, guilt-tripped, verbally attacked, or emotionally worn down by the very parent you're trying to care for — this episode is for you.

We don't talk enough about what happens when the caregiver is the one being harmed. In this episode of Love, Limits and Aging Parents, we're taking an honest look at emotional and psychological abuse in the caregiver relationship — specifically when it's coming from an aging parent.

You'll learn how to recognize the patterns, why it's so hard to name what's happening, and why the love you feel for your parent doesn't mean you have to accept mistreatment.

This isn't about blaming aging parents. It's about helping you see clearly, protect yourself, and make better decisions — for both of you.

If you've been wondering whether what you're experiencing is "really" abuse, this episode will help you find your answer.

Love, Limits and Aging Parents with Esther Kane, OTR/L, CAPS and Laurie Newcomb, LPC

Caring for an aging parent is one of the most loving things you can do. It can also be one of the most depleting — especially when love starts to blur into obligation, guilt, or burnout.

Love, Limits and Aging Parents is for adult children navigating the hard parts: the conversations that never go the way you planned, the boundaries that feel impossible to hold, and the quiet grief of watching someone you love change.

Each week, occupational therapist Esther Kane and licensed professional counselor Laurie Newcomb bring clinical insight and real-world honesty to the questions most families are afraid to say out loud — so you can show up for your parent without disappearing in the process.

Because loving someone well doesn't mean losing yourself.

New episodes every Monday.

You love your parent. You're also exhausted by them. Resentful of them. Maybe relieved when you walk out the door — and then immediately ashamed of that relief. If that sounds familiar, this episode is for you. Esther and Laurie talk about ambivalence: what it actually is, why caregivers carry so much of it in silence, and why feeling conflicted doesn't make you a bad daughter. It makes you an honest one. This is the conversation no one is having at the family dinner table — and the one that might finally help you breathe.

You love them. You also dread their phone calls. You feel responsible for their happiness — and somehow guilty about your own. If that sounds familiar, this episode is for you. Esther and Laurie unpack one of the most misunderstood dynamics in family caregiving: trauma bonds — the invisible emotional ties that keep adult children locked in cycles of over-giving, hoping, and self-erasure. This isn't about blame. It's about finally understanding why it's so hard to step back, even when you know you should.

This is where it all begins.

In this foundational episode, Esther Kane and Laurie Newcomb go back to the very reason this show exists — because millions of adult children are carrying something enormous in almost complete silence. The sleepless nights. The resentment they feel ashamed of. The grief they can't quite name. The love that is absolutely real and absolutely exhausting at the same time.

Laurie breaks down the layered reasons caregivers stay quiet — guilt, shame, cultural messaging, and the deep fear that if they told someone what caregiving actually feels like, it would confirm their worst belief about themselves. Esther shares what she witnessed repeatedly in her clinical career: caregivers who had slowly disappeared, whose health had deteriorated, whose entire sense of self had been quietly swallowed by the role.

They also explore something few people talk about — the way caregiving reopens old wounds, reactivating childhood patterns and unresolved relationships at exactly the moment you're least equipped to deal with them.

This episode is for anyone who found this podcast at 11pm, earbuds in, after a day that broke them a little — wondering if they're the only one who has ever felt this way.

You're not. And the silence has gone on long enough.

If you love your parent and they've also hurt you, you already know how impossible that feels to explain. In this episode, Esther Kane and Laurie Newcomb explore the emotional complexity that makes caregiving for an abusive parent so uniquely exhausting — and why so many caregivers feel like they can't talk about it honestly with anyone.

They dig into the guilt messages that keep caregivers trapped ("you only get one mother," "family comes first"), the painful hope that this time things might finally be different, and the isolating experience of watching the world see only a "sweet elderly parent" while you're living a very different private reality.

Laurie also breaks down why conflicting emotions — love and resentment, compassion and anger, loyalty and fear — are completely normal in complicated relationships, and why the caregivers carrying the most shame are often the ones who deserve the most compassion.

This episode is for anyone who has slowly started disappearing inside their caregiving role — and needs to be reminded that you are allowed to care deeply without losing yourself completely.

Abuse in caregiving relationships is rarely what people expect — and it's almost never talked about openly. In this episode, Esther Kane (retired OT and Certified Aging in Place Specialist) and Laurie Newcomb (licensed professional counselor) tackle one of the most difficult realities family caregivers face: when the person they're caring for is also hurting them.

They explore the three most common forms of abuse caregivers experience — emotional, physical, and financial — and why so many caregivers minimize, excuse, or blame themselves rather than name what's happening. Laurie breaks down the warning signs that abuse may be affecting your mental health, and why fear entering a caregiving relationship is always a signal worth paying attention to.

This episode is for the caregiver who has always felt like "no matter what I do, it's never enough" — and needs permission to start telling the truth about their own experience.

Because compassion for others should never require the destruction of yourself.