Episodes

  • The Shepherd Who Finds You in Every Valley
    Jun 2 2026

    What does it really mean when Scripture says, "The Lord is my Shepherd"?

    In this episode, Mikallah explores one of the most powerful and comforting images in the Bible—the Shepherd. Far beyond a religious symbol, the Shepherd reveals God's heart toward us in seasons of anxiety, confusion, emotional exhaustion, spiritual distance, and suffering.

    Through Psalm 23, John 10, Matthew 9, and Luke 15, you'll discover how God cares not only for your spirit, but also for your mind, emotions, body, and story. Together, we'll explore how the Good Shepherd guides, protects, restores, pursues, and carries us when we feel lost.

    Whether you're struggling with disappointment, feeling distant from God, wrestling with shame, or simply needing reassurance of His presence, this conversation is a reminder that you are not abandoned, forgotten, or beyond His reach.

    The Shepherd is still leading. The Shepherd is still speaking. And the Shepherd is still pursuing you.

    In what area of your life do you need to trust the Shepherd more deeply?

    If this episode encouraged you, share it with a friend who needs the reminder that they are not alone.

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    Remember:

    God cares about your spirit, your mind, your body, and your story.

    And no matter where you find yourself today, the Shepherd is with you—always and forever.

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    33 mins
  • Getting Out of a Dry Spiritual Season
    May 26 2026

    What happens when you still love God… but feel spiritually exhausted? In this deeply personal episode, Mikallah shares her journey through burnout, emotional overwhelm, and spiritual dryness while balancing trauma work, life responsibilities, and faith. Together, we explore why dry seasons happen, how emotional exhaustion affects intimacy with God, and practical ways to reconnect with Him without guilt or shame. This conversation is a reminder that God is not distant in your struggle—He’s still present, even in the silence.

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    30 mins
  • Depression: Sinful, Demonic, or Human Nature?
    May 19 2026

    Is depression sinful? Demonic? A lack of faith? Or are we misunderstanding the conversation altogether?

    In this episode of The Sozo Room, Mikallah explores one of the most debated conversations within Christian spaces: the relationship between sin, spiritual warfare, and mental health. Through Scripture, psychology, and a holistic understanding of human beings as spirit, soul, and body, this episode unpacks how the fall affected every part of creation—and why healing may require more than one approach.

    This conversation does not diminish prayer, deliverance, or the power of God. Instead, it creates room for wisdom, discernment, and a fuller understanding of human suffering.

    If you've ever wondered whether depression automatically means spiritual failure, this episode is for you.

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    29 mins
  • The Father Wound | When His Absence Became Your Identity: Part Two
    May 12 2026

    Father Wound (Part 2): How Do You Heal From It?

    In this deeply personal episode of The Sozo Room Podcast, Mikallah shares her journey of healing from the father wound through faith, psychology, and intimacy with God. This conversation explores grief, rejection, attachment wounds, people-pleasing, emotional healing, forgiveness, and how trauma shapes the nervous system and our view of God.

    You’ll learn:

    • how intimacy with God helps the nervous system learn safety again
    • practical ways to begin healing while in seasons of isolation

    This episode is for anyone struggling with abandonment, emotional absence, rejection, or difficulty experiencing God as Father.

    If this episode encouraged you, please leave a rating and review on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, Amazon Music, or wherever you listen.

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    35 mins
  • The Father Wound | When His Absence Became Your Identity: Part One
    May 5 2026

    What if the way you see yourself, love others, and even experience God was shaped by your relationship with your father?

    In this episode, we unpack the father wound—what it is, how it forms, and how it silently impacts your identity, attachment patterns, and emotional world. From difficulty trusting others to fear of abandonment, low self-worth, and repeating relationship cycles, we begin to connect the dots between your past and how you show up today.

    This is Part 1 of a 2-part series focused on awareness—because you can’t heal what you don’t name. If you’ve ever felt unseen, unworthy, or emotionally guarded… this episode will meet you there.

    If this episode resonated with you, I’d love for you to leave a rating or review—it helps this message reach more people who need it. Thank you for being part of this space 🤍

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    21 mins
  • Your Body Is Talking and You Need to Listen
    Apr 28 2026

    What if your reactions aren’t random, but your body trying to communicate with you? In this episode of The Sozo Room, we explore how your nervous system experiences life in real time and why healing isn’t just about changing your thoughts, but understanding your body. If you’ve ever felt anxious, overwhelmed, or “off” without knowing why, this conversation will help you connect the dots. Your body responds before you think, shaping how you feel, react, and relate to others—and even to God. You’re not failing; your body is responding to what it has learned. Your body is talking—and learning to listen is where healing begins.

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    21 mins
  • The Disconnect: Knowing God Loves You vs. Feeling It
    Apr 21 2026

    You know God loves you… but you don’t feel it.

    In this episode, we unpack the disconnect between knowing God’s love and experiencing it. Mikallah shares how past wounds, low self-esteem, and fear-based faith can shape how we relate to God—and how to begin healing that gap.

    Key Scriptures

    • Hebrews 4:16
    • Psalm 103:8
    • Matthew 11:28
    • Romans 8:1

    Why the Disconnect Happens

    • Past experiences with conditional or unsafe love
    • Beliefs like “I’m not lovable” or “love must be earned”
    • A fear-based relationship with God

    How to Close the Gap

    • Identify and challenge limiting beliefs
    • Anchor yourself in God’s truth
    • Spend intentional time in His presence
    • Practice receiving instead of performing

    Key Takeaway

    You’re not trying to be loved by God— you’re learning how to receive the love that’s already yours.

    Reflection Prompt

    What belief is making it hard for me to receive God’s love?

    Share this episode with someone who needs this reminder.

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    23 mins
  • Healing Without an Apology | For Those Who Are Hurting
    Apr 14 2026

    Today’s episode is for the ones who are hurting. For the ones who feel broken. For the ones who are still waiting on an apology that you believe would take the pain away and restore you to wholeness.

    But what if the healing you’re waiting for… was never meant to come through an apology?

    In This Episode, We Talk About:

    • Why waiting on an apology can keep you stuck in pain
    • What forgiveness really is (and what it is not)
    • How unresolved hurt affects your mind, body, and emotions
    • Why your heart may feel guarded, disconnected, or exhausted
    • The truth about trauma, emotional protection, and healing
    • Why your healing is not dependent on someone else’s response

    Joseph’s Story (Genesis 37–50)

    In this episode, we reflect on the life of Joseph from The Bible.

    Joseph experienced:

    • Rejection from his family
    • Betrayal by his own brothers
    • Being sold into slavery
    • False accusations
    • Imprisonment and being forgotten

    Yet, despite everything…

    Joseph never received an apology before he forgave.

    But he still chose forgiveness.

    Genesis 50:20 “You intended to harm me, but God intended it for good…”

    Joseph teaches us that:

    • Healing is not dependent on people making things right
    • Forgiveness frees you
    • Your suffering does not cancel God’s plan for your life

    Key Scriptures

    • Proverbs 17:22 – A joyful heart is good medicine
    • Matthew 6:14–15 – The call to forgive others
    • Ephesians 4:31–32 – Let go of bitterness and forgive
    • Colossians 3:13 – Forgive as the Lord forgave you
    • 1 Chronicles 16:11 – Seek the Lord continually
    • Proverbs 4:20–22 – God’s Word brings healing

    Key Takeaways

    • Forgiveness is not denial—it’s release
    • You don’t need an apology to heal
    • Unforgiveness keeps you tied to the pain
    • Your body protects you, but healing requires vulnerability
    • God was never absent—even in your hardest moments
    • Pain can shape you, but it doesn’t have to define you

    Your freedom… is not tied to someone else’s apology.

    Your healing… is not dependent on their acknowledgment.

    It was already secured through Christ.

    If this episode spoke to you:

    • Take a moment to sit with it
    • Reflect on what you need to release
    • Share this episode with someone who may be hurting silently

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    33 mins