Episodes

  • Quantum Jumping through Tikkun HaNafesh to the Will of Lafẓ al‑Jalalah
    May 20 2026

    I suggest that someone contact the devil worshipper Ronald Walker Jr. at One Community Church in McKinney Texas because he said, “Sylvia’s family, her mom, her dad, and her two sisters aren’t going to press charges on anyone from the church, we got this she’s gay. What kind of man is going to lick on her breasts like that, I saw everything. Sylvia is going to see every black woman from this church get married and have kids, and start their careers.”


    When we get down to the heart of the matter, let’s reflect back two podcasts ago where the concept & thought center is on the individual that exalts the outer look of a woman as ruler, calling her—lord of Shalisah, she is at the ASIO in Australia. Baal is the organization of men that look upon the outer forms of appearances as real & true, while Shalishah means 🥉 3rd bronze place or trinity. This is the ASIO & Yvette Medina Medusa in Australia 🇦🇺—Their triangulation often leads to chronic patterns of alliance, distance, & conflict. I have nothing to do with Australia. I was born on a military base in Fort Campbell, Kentucky and my surrogate parents Cynthia and Sylvanus are from Australia with animal attachments.


    Triangles & triangulation are related but not identical:

    ✅A triangle/change 🔺is the basic emotional unit in a family system

    ✅It involves two people, and an invisible third person

    ✅It forms naturally whenever tension rises in a 2️⃣ person relationship

    ✅It stabilizes anxiety by spreading it across 3️⃣ people

    🎟️The ASIO needs to make us 3️⃣ equal parts, & 🛑 saying my body is in charge instead of my mind


    In this episode, I begin with a pertinent question. Have you ever dreamed about what your life might have been like if you had taken a different path in life? If you had studied something different, or accepted a different job, or pursued a different career? If you had been a painter instead of an accountant? If you had never given up the violin? If you had stayed with that high school sweetheart? These questions may not be hypothetical. According to quantum physics, these things may have happened – may still be happening, right now – and it may be possible for each of us to “step into” those parallel realities, through a metaphysical process known as “quantum jumping.”


    I personally think that quantum jumping requires what Jews call Tikkun Ha-Nefesh or (Rectification of the Soul). Tikkun Ha-Nefesh (Rectification of the Soul) is a multifaceted process of spiritual purification and elevation aimed at restoring the soul to its original state of wholeness and harmony. I came several billion years through two different dimensions of extra dimensional codes to make myself clear that no one is going to “commit suicide over a white girl” and I have yet to be human to enjoy a vibrant sex life, to kiss my kids on the forehead, or to hug my husband.


    Now that I am a Sufi Muslim, it's important for me to convey to you that we call Allah God. His other name is Lafz al-Jalalah let's briefly go into the Historical Context and meaning of Lafz al-Jalalah. What is commonly accepted is that ALLAH 's only Prophet is Muhammad but what is little known is that he was practicing Zoroastrianism. Muhammad also married a 6 year old girl which I do not approve of, so I accept, as a Sufi Mystic myself that the prophet of Lafẓ al Jalalah is Zoroaster and that is the way it was in the first place.


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    1 hr and 26 mins
  • Massage: Lymphatic Manual Drainage (LMD) and its Counterpart Spiritual Lymphatic Drainage (SLD)
    Apr 8 2026

    After all of this talk about manual lymphatic drainage what we really need to understand is the concept of spiritual lymphatic drainage. Since we are spiritual beings having a physical experience. If we need physical massage to work out the kinks in our body, we also need spiritual massage to work out the blockages in our thoughts 💭


    I would like to take the posture that Spiritual massage helps to unction and usher us to obey the Abel side of our dual nature. We all have been born with an inclination towards good or evil depending on the circumstances and our choice to respond.


    The Word of God addresses the concept of desire in the gut through various passages that highlight the importance of self-control and the conflict between the desires of the flesh and the guidance of the Holy Spirit. The stomach, as a symbol of human cravings, is mentioned in the context of food and sustenance, as well as in the metaphorical sense of human appetites. His word encourages self-control and discipline concerning the stomach and its desires, warning against allowing physical appetites to become idols. The call to self-control is a recurring theme, urging believers to exercise moderation in all aspects of life, including their physical appetites, adapted from GotQuestions.


    The Cain (whose Father was Fallen Angel Samael) and Abel (Hebrew Name is Hebel) narrative symbolizes the internal conflict between each human beings capacity for good (Abel) and evil (Cain born as a man from the LORD/or adult with the father, fallen angel Samael), representing a fundamental psychological and moral duality. Cain represents jealousy, selfishness, and the "inner animal" of sinful potential, while Abel represents righteousness and devotion. The story emphasizes that individuals have a choice—and the responsibility—to rule over their inner, selfish impulses rather than letting them lead to destructive actions.


    The Archangel that can assist us in a spiritual lymphatic drainage which I call SLD is the Archangel Raphael who emanates emerald green light where this was an amazing deliverance for Dorothy in the Wizard of Oz and yet green energy called Kryptonite drained Superman if you’ve ever watched the film or the cartoon you would know that. "Don't pay attention to that man behind the curtain", why because he said it HIMSELF, watch this: https://youtu.be/YWyCCJ6B2WE?si=kR2t9V4nDHAmh3sl


    What does the color emerald green represent? Emerald green represents growth, rebirth, and renewal. It is associated with the heart chakra, which governs love and compassion. This color encourages personal development and emotional healing, promoting tranquility and relaxation in our physical body and spiritual growth.


    Be sure to do your research knowing which angel power to channel and when for SLD spiritual lymphatic drainage where we rid ourselves of the things that are anti to the Holy Spirit within us…..


    Many view a massage as a reward for a job well done, a break from the daily stress of work and routine. Massage therapy offers various health benefits including helping to treat illnesses, reducing pain resulting from injuries, and decreasing stress levels.


    In conclusion, I ask my listeners, “Are you curious how certain people can completely reshape their lives or businesses and leave others struggling to keep up?” Welp, in the ever-changing world, staying ahead of the competition requires disruptive innovation. Google it.


    For more information ℹ️ about me, visit my author website: https://sonianicolelevi.wixsite.com/sonianicolelevi




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    1 hr and 21 mins
  • Am I My Brother’s Keeper? Where the New Age Has Gone Wrong
    Mar 17 2026

    For my listeners, do you want to be right or do you want to be happy?


    The need to be right comes from a place of ego—Yet, it’s thru our mistakes that we see what we need to work on or go back and fix. Often, our ego steps in and doesn’t allow us to forgive, even though we know that holding on to hurt only harms us at the end of the day. Jesus did not abandon His path when rejected — nor did He numb Himself into indifference, he did not allow himself to get to a place where he did not feel anymore. Hence, the need we humans have to escape through drugs or sex.


    God who has the clearances to the world system is like a boy. ALLAH who is like a man, has the clearances to the 3️⃣ major world religions in the Abrahamic covenant. He is called Lafẓ al-Jalālah ('the Word of Majesty'). That is the technical term used to refer to the supreme, proper name of God in Islam.


    🫴To be Manichean, is to follow the philosophy of Manichaeism, which is an old religion that breaks everything down into good or evil. It also means “duality,” so if your thinking is Manichean, you see things in black and white possibly worshipping both God and the devil. This can lead to chaos since God requires Monotheism, and I require you to pick a “ deity” or LWA to worship in henotheism. Definitely not Medusa who is mortal, she isn’t immortal. I said that in error on this podcast episode. In addition, I have a high EQ and a high IQ.


    True Compassion Is Not Passive, it’s not sit back, relax and let compassion have its way. What I discuss in this episode is an “ego hijack” called in Bowen family systems theory, “Triangulation”.


    You are responsible for your inner work. You are responsible for your awakening. And authentic awakening never ends at the self. The kabbalistic concept of “tikun or correction” teaches us that everything that happens to us in this world is exactly what we need in order to reach our next level.


    This happened when I was brought into a situation involving a dyad—She is a lie-awyer “Shalisha” Yvette Medina (Maxwell’s girlfriend) & He is the ASIO as BAAL.


    Baal: Means "lord," "master," or "husband," often linked to Canaanite deities


    Shalishah: Means "three," or "triad," indicating a place of 3 hills, a triangular area, or a significant triad


    Combined: They are “Lord of Three," "Thrice-Great Lord," or "Lord of Shalishah"


    The Biblical reference is 2 Kings 4:42-44, where the boy sneezed 🤧 7 times in the same chapter, in 2 Kings 4:35.


    Here the concept & thought center is on the individual that exalts the outer look of a woman as ruler—lord of Shalishah; Baal is the organization of men that look upon the outer forms of appearances as real & true, while Shalishah means 🥉 bronze pl, triad, or trinity. This is the ASIO & Yvette in Australia 🇦🇺—Their triangulation often leads to chronic patterns of alliance, distance, & conflict.


    Triangles & triangulation are related but not identical:

    ✅A triangle/change 🔺is the basic emotional unit in a family system

    ✅It involves two people, and an invisible third person

    ✅It forms naturally whenever tension rises in a 2️⃣ person relationship

    ✅It stabilizes anxiety by spreading it across 3️⃣ people

    🎟️The ASIO needs to make us 3️⃣ equal parts, & 🛑 saying my body is in charge instead of my mind


    🚨Triangulation is the process of pulling in a 3rd person to manage anxiety in a dyad

    ✅It’s an action, not a structure

    ✅It happens when someone actively involves a third party to reduce tension

    ✅It can be conscious or unconscious


    Finally, when people are held accountable for their behaviors, they ironically become defensive. When you act on a situation, you should respond with clarity and awareness. In this episode, I explain that Jill is reacting to Jack being upset instead of acting on her need to take responsibility. Acting instead of reacting allows you to define a self-aware and honest answer to your own unhealthy behavior.


    To learn more, visit my author website at: https://sonianicolelevi.wixsite.com/sonianicolelevi

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    1 hr and 28 mins
  • The 10 Utterances of Creation, De-creation, and Re-creation
    Jan 16 2026

    Whoever my real father is, he was into Brazilian jiu-jitsu just like my foster father Joseph or surrogate father Sylvanus was doing black belt karate. One day after speaking to the ASIO he came and told us that he was not doing karate anymore. #Whateva


    Kelley Johnson got a large snake tattoo mentioning that she was fascinated by snakes, she had red hair in Guatemala as Drew's girlfriend click here to view: https://www.instagram.com/p/DMa_BRASi8d/?igsh=MThxcHN5OWkzeXNs The actual entity "Medusa" from EDNA (ED NO) was placed in my body from Japan that showed up in modern day Brazil.


    Genesis chapter 1 describes the 10 Utterances of the Creation story. Yet, If the ten plagues represent de-creation, then the Ten Commandments represent re-creation.


    The 10 plagues were the 2nd stages of decreation.


    The 10 Commandments were the 3rd stage of recreation.



    1. ​ Creation
    2. ​ De-creation
    3. ​ Re-creation



    Isn't that amazing? How many of you have read the Bible for years yet never knew these biblical truths existed?


    There were two sets of the Ten Commandments created. The first set of tablets was the work of God. Moses went up to the top of Mount Sinai, God wrote down the rules found in Exodus 20:1-17. The second set of 10 Commandments, we find the Israelites are instructed to keep Shabbat as a sign of their covenant with God. God gives Moses the two tablets of the Pact found in Exodus 31:12-18.


    Once God was done, you might expect God to say something like, “Here it is, Moses. As promised — laws to share with my people.” Instead, God announced, “I’m going to destroy the Israelites because they’re dancing around a golden calf and calling it Adonai.”


    While God was none too happy with the Israelites, Moses convinces God not to destroy them, to give them another chance, and to fulfill the covenant made with Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob. While Moses managed to calm God’s anger, he wasn’t able to temper his own. When Moses finally came down the mountain he saw the people worshiping the Golden Calf. In a burst of anger, Moses saw what God had said, he destroyed the Ten Commandments by smashing them on the ground. So it was time for a second set.


    Exodus 31:18 says, “When the Lord finished speaking to Moses on Mount Sinai, he gave him the second two tablets of the covenant law, the tablets of stone inscribed by the finger of God.”


    Did you know that The Zohar, the great work of Kabbalistic Midrash, explains that the ten plagues of the Bible were a reversal of the ten stages of the creation story? Do you mean to tell me that in the beginning, where my book explains that there were 2 beginnings being “created God” and “God created” —because YHVH derived his power from Allah, even though YHVH is an extra-dimensional from the Korean Pantheon he had to take his cues and direction from Allah/EL at the Temple of Ihm or El-ohim.


    Told in Exodus chapters 7-12, the Plagues in the Bible were divine judgments, most famously the Ten Plagues of Egypt, were sent by God to compel the Pharaoh to free the enslaved Israelites, involving events like water turning to blood, as well as frogs, boils, locusts, and the death of the firstborn.


    During these times, The natural laws and power structures that Egypt worshipped—the systems that enabled cruelty and injustice—were dismantled. And in their place, something entirely new emerged.


    Some Jewish interpretations link the plagues to the ten attributes of creation, showing God's power in "un-creating" or reversing the creative acts to demonstrate His power. The creative powers were Wisdom (Hebrew Chokhmah), Understanding (Tevunah), Knowledge (Da'at), Strength (Koach), Rebuke (Ge'ara), Might (Gevurah), Righteousness (Tzedek), Judgment (Mishpat), Lovingkindness (Chessed), and Compassion (Rachamim).


    For more info about me, visit my author website at https://sonianicolelevi.wixsite.com/sonianicolelevi and check out my Medium articles at www.medium.com/@snicolelevi


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    1 hr and 33 mins
  • Beauty Feng Shui, Chi is like Cyclops & How Aesthetics determines if the Police get involved OR NOT
    Oct 30 2025

    In the book, "Beauty Changes the World, Chinese Techniques for Unveiling Your Inner Beauty," we learn that many events in history have proven the ancient Chinese proverb, "No one crosses the gate of beauty without being damaged."

    In the book, “Ain’t I a Woman” by bell hooks on Black women and Feminism, this prominent author and professor explains the answer to this question and others like it: Womanhood? To be or not be — our Skin Color. Are women defined as feminine if we are white? Or are we women who lack feminine characteristics if we are Black or Brown? Then, we could infer that white women are considered feminine and juvenile, while Black and brown women are considered the woman who is masculine.


    Scholars who write about mass sexual exploitation of black women during slavery rarely discuss its political and social impact on the status of black women. In our discussion of “Ain’t I a Woman”, we will hone in on the case of black and brown women and their explicit and implicit relationships with white men. Since interracial sex was both encouraged and condoned before slavery was abolished—as long as it did not lead to marriage, then it was permissible for white men to have “sex only” with Black or brown women. There should be no love or feelings, only hate and minimal conversation as both are considered “mildly retarded”. Like anytime a Black or brown woman makes a call to the police for help specifically regarding domestic violence, they respond as if she is exaggerating how unsafe she is. It's a sad state of affairs.


    I explained in my previous podcast, that white skin in the dermatology industry and esthetics field is called “eumelanin”. This whiter skin color was granted to low-frequency Indians at the GAIA pantheon. High-frequency Indians were Muslim, Greek, Romanian, Middle Eastern, Russian and Africans on the Afro-Caribe side of the Indian pantheon. While there are regular frequency Indians in cultures like India, Pakistan, and Bangladesh. There are also low-frequency Indians that do not have a culture and had an animal life path. Later, when they were granted a human life path, they acquired “eumelanin skin tone” and began to live in Europe on the white female side of the regular frequency Indian Pantheon and later used the title for themselves “White” or “Caucasian”.

    How do we grapple with this type of dichotomy is our society? Where is there homeostasis? Is there any Balance to these drastic concepts? What is the way to inner beauty?

    The external appearance is a reflection of the internal condition. Thus, if you want to be beautiful on the outside, you should start working on your inner self as early as possible.

    Meditation and mindfulness leads to an understanding of the secret of life and death thru advanced internal contemplation and an ultimate loss of all fear: She who does not know fear no longer has to pretend to be someone else, vicariously. She is genuine, secure, strong--and thus beautiful radiating brilliance and resiliency.

    Consider using the power of imagination. The ability to imagine is often stronger than we think. All peoples, cultures, & humans can use the art of imagination whenever they want to obtain something that is present in this reality.

    Recall that water though it is clear or blue corresponds to the color "black" for black beans, black sesame, black morels, black olives, seaweed, and salt. While Earth corresponds to the colors white, green, red, black beans as well, pumpkin (like my nephews), yellow peppers and more.

    Finally, in all our gleaning from what others have left behind, we tend to mature yet our calendar age does not tell our real age. Your real age is your biological age, the condition of your body's various tissues. Biological ageing is individual due to genetic, environmental and lifestyle factors. There’s no exact timetable to determine the rate of changes that will result from ageing.

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    1 hr and 50 mins
  • Hawaiian "Setting Things Right" Ho' oponopono
    Aug 23 2025

    Beginning with the Jewish Prayer, Shema.


    I am 75% White and 25% Black, known as a person who "passes" in the book called "Passing."


    Announcement: "SDA Seventh Day Adventists are now Mormons following Joseph Smith's dreams and visions around the same time as Ellen G. White. My last name is Smith.


    Some fool called Italian Kristin Markiewicz-Blackmore to cover my life path as the Goddess Sophia (not in her human life path), ✝️ what?"


    In this episode I had to talk about a few different topics to get to my main point which was anything that is out of order needs order to be restored and in our solar system we're moving from a place of chaos to more and more order. We do not want to return to chaos. The process of restoration and reparation must begin with the family unit.


    In this counselor centered approach derived from Hawaiian spirituality, you must be culturally sensitive and spiritually attuned to who you are and those around you.


    Disclaimer: Aleister Crowley is not the founder of the Church of Satan that was incorrectly stated.


    I am not a Brown woman, a fusion of Japanese as the primary culture and Black as the secondary culture. I need to have my skin lightened since I am an Australian Black. My surrogate mother, Cynthia was giving clearances to Marise Payne in Australia 🇦🇺🦘 when I am the actual entity I said if I have a life with Sylvia I need to be named Latasha as the first name and join the Navy after graduating High School. These people don't have me living as Latasha nor Sylvia who went to college. Further, this should reverse Canada’s clearances in my private life to stay dark-skinned and broke, for who? Black women including Spanish Tiamat have their skin color "in the middle" including my own mother, whose color is in the middle. So who is Canada that I need to stay dark-skinned and in danger everyday?


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    1 hr
  • The Amazonian Women Lost in The Sea of Poseiden, Zues' Brother and the Brazilian Father to the Olympian Athena at the GAIA Level
    Aug 12 2025

    Homer’s Amazonian women were a race of fierce women who mated with their male enemies and kept only their female children when they got pregnant. The tale tells that they did indeed occupy the "Black Sea" between Romania and Russia. Amazonian women are also mentioned extensively in Greek mythology. They were in a sense given their own ISLAND out of fear. In the story of Hercules, for example, he was required to get the girdle of the Amazon queen, Hippolyte modern day Yvette. GAIA’s daughter, named FEA or PHAEDRA had a brother named Androgyny and it is Princess FEA who was caught in the middle of the conundrum between her brother, Androgyny and Hippolyte.

    The ETs called Andromedans are responsible for CREATING the MOON, who is also called CYNTHIA. Hence, the Hollow Moon Theory.

    Many scientists agree on the moon’s origin story around 4.51 billion years ago when the Earth was still heating up and changing rapidly. During that time, the earth collided with a protoplanet called Thea, FEA, or Phaedra, which sent rocks shooting off of the Earth and into space to create the moon.

    Thea gets her name from one of the titans in Greek mythology, known as the mother of the moon goddess Selena. Selena was a Spanish celebrity that is speculated to still be alive. The moon is actually 85 million years younger than was originally estimated.

    In Greek mythology, Erebus, is the personification of “darkness” or the deity of the night and is the grand daughter of Cronos, Time--her name is "Nile" for the Nile River my daughter on YouTube. Her father and grandfather dwell in the region through which souls pass to reach Hades (Steve Kreider), and can sometimes be used as a synonym for Tartarus (Bryan Randall)/Azazel and his twin Uranus (Jodi Iachevelli).

    There is a higher light available to anyone who wants to connect with it. Yet, in order to connect to the light of the creator you must let the authentic true you appear from behind the mask in the Divine Game of Lela. By doing so, you will Meet Him and Her Halfway to reveal Who You Are to Them. Remember that You are special, you are loved, and you are needed. These podcasts are intended to share what we have learned in a caring way. I am not here to tell you to be a strong person. Do you know what "Be strong" means? It means that you should count on your own strength even when you run out of strength, I would in a sense be demanding you to keep pushing yourself past your own limits. That’s not the thing to do. Instead consider, "Devequt" the Jewish Theological Term for “lean on God.”

    Finally, we discuss the word "ona" which means way, path, road, or direction; or perfection in the context of the Yoruba worldview and spirituality. The concept of ona is related to the idea of ori, which means head, destiny, sometimes it is called “consciousness.”

    If you didn’t know, the angel who will charge Azazel is Jehoel, also called Joel, Jehuel, Yahoel, all of which mean, "Mediator of the Source of the Whole of Existence".

    His feminine complement is known as the angel Janiel, also called Janel, whose name means, "The gracious Gift of the Source of the Whole of Existence". She is charged with maintaining balance and order among the choirs of angels.

    In the Jewish apocryphal book, The Apocalypse of Abraham, it says this regarding the covenant that [Azazel] was determined to counterfeit:

    [Angel Ya(h)oel]: “Since the Eternal Mighty God did not send the righteous, in their bodies, to be in your hand [Azazel], [so that you may] order and affirm through them the unrighteous life and the destruction of piety. 13:11 Hear, adviser! Be shamed [Azazel] by me [angel Ya(h)oel], since you have been appointed to tempt not to all the righteous! [insert] 13:8b Therefore the Eternal Lord, the Mighty One, has made you a dweller on earth. 13:9 And because of you [there is] the wholly-evil spirit of the lie, and because of you [there are] wrath and trials on the generations of impious men. 13:12 Depart from Abraham!


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    1 hr and 28 mins
  • Kama Sutra and Sexual Self Esteem
    May 27 2025


    My body is beautiful, in this episode we are talking about sexual self-esteem and body esteem.


    Sex is an integral part of the human experience. And for far too long, the topic has been clouded in stigma, shame, and judgment.


    A good working definition of ‘sex positivity’ is operating around the topics of human sexuality, health, and pleasure with respect and without shame or stigma. This includes gender identity, orientation, sex education, nudity, relationship styles, body positivity, safer sex, reproductive equity, and much more,” says Goody Howard, a resident sex educator for sexual hygiene and body care company Royal.


    The “Kama Sutra” is an ancient Sanskrit text popularly known as a book on eroticism. It is actually much more than that. Scholars see the “Kama Sutra” as a guide on the art of living, from finding a partner to personal grooming and etiquette in both marriage and worldly affairs.


    Written in the 3rd century by Vatsyayana Mallanaga, the title of this text is derived from the Sanskrit, kama, which denotes longing and desire, often with a sexual connotation (and referring to the Hindu god of love, Kamadeva); and sutra, which refers to a concise verse or scripture. The title may also be translated as “A Treatise on Pleasure.”


    According to Hindu scriptures, kama (pleasure) is one of the four goals of life. The other three are dharma (duty or morality), artha(prosperity, wealth and power) and moksha(freedom from cyclical rebirth). The “Kama Sutra” was written as a guide to achieving kama, in particular, physical pleasure. The best-known English translation was published by Sir Richard Burton in the 19thcentury; however, that translation is strongly biased by Victorian modesty and downplaying the role of women.


    Here is a sample Dosha quiz you can take for FREE: https://kripalu.org/content/whats-your-dosha



    Several scenarios can impair your sexual self-esteem, including past negative sexual experiences, cancer and subsequent treatment, and physical disability. If you are struggling with sexual self-esteem, you may recognize a thought process or behavior known as “spectatoring.” Spectatoring is a frequent thinking pattern among women who struggle with sexual self-esteem. It refers to the tendency of women with negative views of their sexual bodies to fixate on negative aspects of their body during sexual experiences.


    Please tell TETRAGRAMMATON in the Jehovah's Witnesses denomination about this podcast.


    For more information ℹ️ on my spiritual life coaching business and to see if I’m available as a public speaker at your event, please visit my author website at www.sonianicolelevi.info


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    1 hr and 22 mins