Adam Butler was a successful real estate investor with 15 houses and a high-paying career until a midlife crisis at 40 unraveled his entire life. Battling severe alcoholism, a restraining order, and suicidal ideation, Adam left everything behind to drive cross-country and confront his demons in the desert.In this episode, we discuss his memoir (which opens with the question "Who the fck am I?"*) and his journey into the deep end of psychedelics. Adam details his experience smoking DMT hundreds of times, his encounters with "Mantis" entities, his time at the Monroe Institute, and the terrifying "Blue Room" paralysis event that changed his understanding of reality forever.

Isabella Green is an out-of-body experiencer and author who claims to have traveled to the "Mainframe" of our reality. In this episode, she describes a terrifying encounter with the entity known in Gnosticism as the Demiurge (Yaldabaoth)—a massive dragon-like being she witnessed wrapped around the Earth, "holding it like prey."

We discuss the "Prison Planet" theory, the "Loosh" energy harvest that feeds on human anxiety, and the controversial "White Light" trap at the moment of death. Isabella also breaks down the "Cyborg Agenda" designed to keep souls trapped in the simulation forever and reveals the specific "Departure Protocol" she teaches to escape the reincarnation cycle.

After dying in Vienna, Nicole didn’t see the pearly gates. She was pulled into the "Abzu"—the primal cosmic waters—where she was greeted by the Apkallu: an ancient, interdimensional tribe of blue, aquatic humanoids who have been erased from modern history. But the real terror began when she returned.The Disclosure: Shortly after publishing her account of these specific entities, Nicole’s analytics revealed she was being monitored by a specific IP address: Vatican City. Why is the Church tracking NDE survivors who speak of the "Fish Gods"?In this episode, we dismantle the "New Age" narrative and look at the mechanics of the afterlife. We cover the danger of "bring-back" entities during meditation, the "frequency war" waged by modern cities to keep you trapped in the body, and the "Great Reset" that ancient tablets warned us about.