Motherhood Memoir
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Murder, Motherhood, and Miraculous Grace
- Written by: Debra Moerke, Cindy Lambert
- Narrated by: Marguerite Gavin
- Length: 10 hrs and 9 mins
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When Deb Moerke and her husband decided to become foster parents, they never imagined how their lives would change. And never did they imagine their worst nightmare coming true: Their five-year-old foster daughter, Hannah, murdered at the hands of her birth mom, Karen. The Moerkes were overwhelmed with horror and grief. And just when they didn’t think they could bear any more, Deb received a phone call from Karen in prison. Facing a life sentence for Hannah’s murder, she was pregnant. And Karen had an incredible request: Would Deb take her unborn baby and love it as her own?
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Murder, Motherhood, and Miraculous Grace
- Narrated by: Marguerite Gavin
- Length: 10 hrs and 9 mins
- Release Date: 08-10-19
- Language: English
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When Deb Moerke and her husband decided to become foster parents, they never imagined how their lives would change. And never did they imagine their worst nightmare coming true: Their five-year-old foster daughter, Hannah, murdered at the hands of her birth mom, Karen....
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The Accidental Feminist
- The Life of One Woman Through War, Motherhood, and International Photojournalism
- Written by: Toby Molenaar
- Narrated by: Daniel Joanna
- Length: 12 hrs and 3 mins
- Unabridged
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This is the story of an independent woman who is a model for our time—photographer Toby Molenaar. It begins in Holland during World War II, when her country is decimated by the occupying German army and she is literally left to starve. As a little girl, she learns to be self-sufficient—survival is the order of the day. Courage, indomitable spirit, an open mind, and accountability only to herself are the stuff of this fascinating and inspirational story.
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The Accidental Feminist
- The Life of One Woman Through War, Motherhood, and International Photojournalism
- Narrated by: Daniel Joanna
- Length: 12 hrs and 3 mins
- Release Date: 06-05-14
- Language: English
- This is the story of an independent woman who is a model for our time—photographer Toby Molenaar....
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Proud Flesh
- A Memoir of Motherhood, Intimate Violence, and Reclaiming Pleasure
- Written by: Catherine Simone Gray
- Narrated by: Catherine Simone Gray
- Length: 9 hrs and 10 mins
- Unabridged
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A searing portrait of a mother’s body—a resurrection and reclamation of pleasure after abuse, a study of intergenerational trauma, and a love letter to the bodies of women: as alive and unbound as the teeming Mississippi wilds that bear witness Four months postpartum with her second child...
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Proud Flesh
- A Memoir of Motherhood, Intimate Violence, and Reclaiming Pleasure
- Narrated by: Catherine Simone Gray
- Length: 9 hrs and 10 mins
- Release Date: 25-02-25
- Language: English
- A searing portrait of a mother’s body—a resurrection and reclamation of pleasure after abuse, a study of intergenerational trauma, and a love letter to the bodies of women: as alive and unbound as the teeming Mississippi wilds that bear witness Four months postpartum with her second child...
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Regretting Motherhood
- A Study
- Written by: Orna Donath
- Narrated by: Mandy Kaplan
- Length: 6 hrs and 22 mins
- Unabridged
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A provocative and deeply important study of women’s lives, women’s choices—and an ‘unspoken taboo’—that questions the societal pressures forcing women into motherhood Women who opt not to be mothers are frequently warned that they will regret their decision later in life, yet we...
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Regretting Motherhood
- A Study
- Narrated by: Mandy Kaplan
- Length: 6 hrs and 22 mins
- Release Date: 01-03-18
- Language: English
- A provocative and deeply important study of women’s lives, women’s choices—and an ‘unspoken taboo’—that questions the societal pressures forcing women into motherhood Women who opt not to be mothers are frequently warned that they will regret their decision later in life, yet we...
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Because I'm Not Myself, You See
- A Memoir of Motherhood, Madness and Coming Back from the Brink
- Written by: Ariane Beeston
- Narrated by: Ariane Beeston
- Length: 9 hrs and 34 mins
- Unabridged
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Ariane Beeston is a child-protection worker and newly registered psychologist when she gives birth to her first child – and very quickly begins to experience scary breaks with reality. With medication, the support of her husband, psychotherapy and, ultimately, time, Ariane rebuilds herself.
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Because I'm Not Myself, You See
- A Memoir of Motherhood, Madness and Coming Back from the Brink
- Narrated by: Ariane Beeston
- Length: 9 hrs and 34 mins
- Release Date: 01-11-25
- Language: English
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Ariane Beeston is a child-protection worker and newly registered psychologist when she gives birth to her first child – and very quickly begins to experience scary breaks with reality.
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This Will Be Funny Later
- A Memoir
- Written by: Jenny Pentland
- Narrated by: Jenny Pentland
- Length: 10 hrs and 32 mins
- Unabridged
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A funny, biting, and entertaining memoir of coming of age in the shadow of celebrity and finding your own way in the face of absolute chaos that is both a moving portrait of a complicated family and an exploration of the cost of fame. Growing up, Jenny Pentland’s life was a literal sitcom...
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This Will Be Funny Later
- A Memoir
- Narrated by: Jenny Pentland
- Length: 10 hrs and 32 mins
- Release Date: 18-01-22
- Language: English
- A funny, biting, and entertaining memoir of coming of age in the shadow of celebrity and finding your own way in the face of absolute chaos that is both a moving portrait of a complicated family and an exploration of the cost of fame. Growing up, Jenny Pentland’s life was a literal sitcom...
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The Last American Road Trip
- A Memoir
- Written by: Sarah Kendzior
- Narrated by: Sarah Kendzior
- Length: 10 hrs and 47 mins
- Unabridged
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Written and read by New York Times bestselling author of They Knew, Hiding in Plain Sight, and The View from Flyover Country, Sarah Kenzidor, The Last American Road Trip navigates a changing America as Sarah and her family embark on a series of road trips in an audiobook that is part memoir...
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The Last American Road Trip
- A Memoir
- Narrated by: Sarah Kendzior
- Length: 10 hrs and 47 mins
- Release Date: 01-04-25
- Language: English
- Written and read by New York Times bestselling author of They Knew, Hiding in Plain Sight, and The View from Flyover Country, Sarah Kenzidor, The Last American Road Trip navigates a changing America as Sarah and her family embark on a series of road trips in an audiobook that is part memoir...
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Motherhood
- A Confession
- Written by: Natalie Carnes
- Narrated by: Sarah Zimmerman
- Length: 7 hrs
- Unabridged
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What if Augustine's Confessions had been written not by a man, but by a mother? How might her tales of desire, temptation, and transformation differ from his? In this memoir, Natalie Carnes describes giving birth to a daughter and beginning a story of conversion strikingly unlike Augustine's - even as his journey becomes a surprising companion to her own. The challenges Carnes recounts will be familiar to many parents. She wonders what and how much she should ask her daughter to suffer in resisting racism, patriarchy, and injustice.
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Motherhood
- A Confession
- Narrated by: Sarah Zimmerman
- Length: 7 hrs
- Release Date: 16-06-20
- Language: English
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What if Augustine's Confessions had been written not by a man, but by a mother? How might her tales of desire, temptation, and transformation differ from his? In this memoir, Carnes describes giving birth to a daughter and beginning a story of conversion strikingly unlike Augustine's....
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A Woman Is a Woman Until She Is a Mother
- Essays
- Written by: Anna Prushinskaya
- Narrated by: Xe Sands
- Length: 1 hr and 41 mins
- Unabridged
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Anna Prushinskaya explores the deep life shifts of pregnancy, birth and motherhood in the United States, a world away from the author's Soviet homeland. Drawing from inspirations as various as midwife Ina May Gaskin, writer and activist Alice Walker, and frontierswoman Caroline Henderson, Prushinskaya captures the inherent togetherness of motherhood alongside its accompanying estrangement. She plumbs the deeper waters of compassion, memory and identity, as well as the humorous streams of motherhood as they run up against the realities of work and the ever-present eye of social media.
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A Woman Is a Woman Until She Is a Mother
- Essays
- Narrated by: Xe Sands
- Length: 1 hr and 41 mins
- Release Date: 15-09-22
- Language: English
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Anna Prushinskaya explores the deep life shifts of pregnancy, birth and motherhood in the United States, a world away from the author's Soviet homeland. Prushinskaya captures the inherent togetherness of motherhood alongside its accompanying estrangement....
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Beautiful Affliction
- A Memoir
- Written by: Lene Fogelberg
- Narrated by: Henrietta Meire
- Length: 9 hrs and 27 mins
- Unabridged
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Lene Fogelberg is dying - she is sure of it - but no doctor in Sweden, her home country, believes her. Love stories enfold her, with her husband, her two precious daughters, her enchanting surroundings, but the question she has carried in her heart since childhood - will I die young? - is threatening all she holds dear, even her sanity. When her young family moves to the US, an answer, a diagnosis, is finally found: She is in the last stages of a fatal congenital heart disease. But is it too late?
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Beautiful Affliction
- A Memoir
- Narrated by: Henrietta Meire
- Length: 9 hrs and 27 mins
- Release Date: 09-07-19
- Language: English
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Lene Fogelberg is dying - she is sure of it - but no doctor in Sweden, her home country, believes her....
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Joy Enough
- A Memoir
- Written by: Sarah McColl
- Narrated by: Sarah McColl
- Length: 4 hrs and 40 mins
- Unabridged
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Sifting gingerly through memories of her late mother, brilliant newcomer Sarah McColl has penned an indelible tribute to the joy and pain of loving well. Even as her own marriage splinters, McColl drops everything when her mother is diagnosed with cancer, returning to the family farmhouse and laboring over elaborate meals in the hopes of nourishing her back to health. In a series of vibrant vignettes - lipstick applied, novels read, imperfect cakes baked - McColl reveals a woman of endless charm and infinite love for her unruly brood of children.
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Joy Enough
- A Memoir
- Narrated by: Sarah McColl
- Length: 4 hrs and 40 mins
- Release Date: 15-01-19
- Language: English
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From a bracing new voice comes this life-affirming memoir of a daughter making and remaking her life in her mother's image....
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Year My Mother Came Back
- A Memoir
- Written by: Alice Cohen
- Narrated by: Alice Cohen
- Length: 5 hrs and 53 mins
- Unabridged
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As it turns out, it's entirely possible for the people we've lost to come back to us when we need them the most. Although letting her mother back into her life is not an easy thing, Alice navigates it with humor, intelligence, and honesty. What she learns is that she must revisit her childhood, and allow herself to be a daughter once more, in order to take care of her own girls.
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Year My Mother Came Back
- A Memoir
- Narrated by: Alice Cohen
- Length: 5 hrs and 53 mins
- Release Date: 31-03-15
- Language: English
- As it turns out, it's entirely possible for the people we've lost to come back to us when we need them the most....
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I Am Debra Lee
- A Memoir
- Written by: Debra Lee
- Narrated by: Debra Lee
- Length: 9 hrs and 8 mins
- Unabridged
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From the former CEO of Black Entertainment Television (BET), a riveting "must-read" memoir about the glamorous and ugly moments of being a high-powered Black female executive in the entertainment industry (Alicia Keys). Debra Lee has been the visionary responsible for elevating Black images and...
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I Am Debra Lee
- A Memoir
- Narrated by: Debra Lee
- Length: 9 hrs and 8 mins
- Release Date: 07-03-23
- Language: English
- From the former CEO of Black Entertainment Television (BET), a riveting "must-read" memoir about the glamorous and ugly moments of being a high-powered Black female executive in the entertainment industry (Alicia Keys). Debra Lee has been the visionary responsible for elevating Black images and...
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Impossible Motherhood
- Testimony of An Abortion Addict
- Written by: Irene Vilar, Robin Morgan - foreword
- Narrated by: Susannah Jones
- Length: 8 hrs and 9 mins
- Unabridged
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Impossible Motherhood is a heartrending and ultimately triumphant testimonial told by a writer looking back on her history of addiction. Abortion has never offered any honest person easy answers. Vilar's dark journey through self-inflicted wounds, compulsive patterns, and historical hauntings is a powerful story of loss and mourning that bravely delves into selfhood, national identity, reproductive freedom, family responsibility, and finally motherhood itself - today, Vilar is the mother of two beautiful children.
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Impossible Motherhood
- Testimony of An Abortion Addict
- Narrated by: Susannah Jones
- Length: 8 hrs and 9 mins
- Release Date: 23-05-14
- Language: English
- Abortion has never offered any honest person easy answers. Vilar's dark journey through self-inflicted wounds, compulsive patterns, and historical hauntings is a powerful story of loss and mourning....
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Choosing Family
- A Memoir of Queer Motherhood and Black Resistance
- Written by: Francesca T. Royster
- Narrated by: Sarah Palmero
- Length: 7 hrs and 33 mins
- Unabridged
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As a multiracial household in Chicago’s North Side community of Rogers Park, race is at the core of Francesca T. Royster and her family's world, influencing everyday acts of parenting and the conception of what family truly means. Like Maggie Nelson’s The Argonauts, this lyrical and affecting memoir focuses on a unit of three: the author; her wife Annie, who's white; and Cecilia, the Black daughter they adopt as a couple in their forties and fifties.
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Choosing Family
- A Memoir of Queer Motherhood and Black Resistance
- Narrated by: Sarah Palmero
- Length: 7 hrs and 33 mins
- Release Date: 07-02-23
- Language: English
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A brilliant literary memoir of chosen family and chosen heritage, told against the backdrop of Chicago’s North and South Sides....
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Still
- A Memoir of Love, Loss, and Motherhood
- Written by: Emma Hansen
- Narrated by: Emma Hansen
- Length: 9 hrs and 32 mins
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A moving, candid account of one woman’s experience with stillbirth. Emma Hansen is 39 weeks and six days pregnant when she feels her baby go quiet inside of her. At the hospital, her worst fears are confirmed: doctors explain that her baby has died, and she will need to deliver him, still. At once honest, brave, and uplifting, Still is about one woman’s search for her own definition of motherhood, even as she faces one of life’s greatest challenges: learning to live after loss.
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Still
- A Memoir of Love, Loss, and Motherhood
- Narrated by: Emma Hansen
- Length: 9 hrs and 32 mins
- Release Date: 23-07-21
- Language: English
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A moving, candid account of one woman’s experience with stillbirth. Emma Hansen is 39 weeks and six days pregnant when she feels her baby go quiet inside of her. At the hospital, her worst fears are confirmed: doctors explain that her baby has died....
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Dear Cancer, Love Victoria
- A Mum's Diary of Hope
- Written by: Victoria Derbyshire
- Narrated by: Victoria Derbyshire
- Length: 7 hrs and 13 mins
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Renowned as a BBC journalist, Victoria Derbyshire has spent 20 years finding the human story behind the headlines. In 2015 she was diagnosed with breast cancer. With honesty and openness, she decided to live out her treatment and recovery in the spotlight in a series of video diaries. Victoria has kept a diary since she was nine years old, and in Dear Cancer, Love Victoria she shares her day-to-day experiences of life following diagnosis and coming to terms with a future that wasn't planned.
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Dear Cancer, Love Victoria
- A Mum's Diary of Hope
- Narrated by: Victoria Derbyshire
- Length: 7 hrs and 13 mins
- Release Date: 21-09-17
- Language: English
- Moving, heartwarming and ultimately uplifting, this is a powerful account of a brave struggle told with honesty, courage and emotion that gives strength to anyone touched by cancer....
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Elsie's Motherhood
- Written by: Martha Finley
- Narrated by: Marguerite Gavin
- Length: 8 hrs and 4 mins
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In a frightening incident, Elsie's husband, Edward Travilla, narrowly survives an accidental shooting when friends tease son Edward, Jr. into firing a loaded pistol. The shot grazes Edward's head, and he survives with only minor damage. Soon life in the Travilla household returns to its calm routine.
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Elsie's Motherhood
- Narrated by: Marguerite Gavin
- Length: 8 hrs and 4 mins
- Release Date: 27-04-06
- Language: English
- In a frightening incident, Elsie's husband, Edward Travilla, narrowly survives an accidental shooting....
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Mind Over Mother
- Every mum's guide to worry and anxiety in the first years
- Written by: Anna Mathur
- Narrated by: Anna Mathur
- Length: 6 hrs and 13 mins
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Mind Over Mother is full of light bulb moments of realisation. It will have you learning, laughing and loving yourself through the journey of motherhood. You will learn to address the most important conversation you'll ever have - the one inside your head, because investing in your mental health is the best gift you can offer yourself and your baby.
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Mind Over Mother
- Every mum's guide to worry and anxiety in the first years
- Narrated by: Anna Mathur
- Length: 6 hrs and 13 mins
- Release Date: 14-05-20
- Language: English
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Mind Over Mother is full of light bulb moments of realisation. It will have you learning, laughing and loving yourself through the journey of motherhood....
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Cocktail Hour Under the Tree of Forgetfulness
- Written by: Alexandra Fuller
- Narrated by: Bianca Amato
- Length: 7 hrs and 45 mins
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Alexandra Fuller won worldwide attention, popular acclaim, and critical accolades for her memoir of her childhood in Africa, Don’t Let’s Go to the Dogs Tonight. This engaging follow-up explores Fuller’s parents’ childhoods and charts the trajectories of their lives through all the British couple’s experiences in war-torn Africa. With the same sharply etched narrative that has earned the author such immense praise, Fuller expands on and offers new insights into her family’s remarkable trials and successes.
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Cocktail Hour Under the Tree of Forgetfulness
- Narrated by: Bianca Amato
- Length: 7 hrs and 45 mins
- Release Date: 23-08-11
- Language: English
- Fuller explores her parents’ childhoods and charts the trajectories of their lives through all the British couple’s experiences in war-torn Africa....
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