Episodes

  • S2 Ep. 10: Joy, Grief, & Black Liberation feat. Parron Baxter

    S2 Ep. 10: Joy, Grief, & Black Liberation feat. Parron Baxter
    Feb 27 2026
    In this heartfelt episode, host Kelli Holloway and guest Parron Baxter (@parron.baxter) explore the deep intersections of grief, racism, and resilience within Black communities. They share personal stories, historical insights, and practical questions for collective liberation, all while honoring Black History Month.

    In this powerful conversation, Parron and Kelli explore the deep roots of racial trauma, respectability politics, and the importance of community and self-love in the face of systemic oppression. They discuss how historical trauma impacts Black identity, the significance of cultural expression, and practical ways to foster resilience and liberation.


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    Books mentioned in todays episode:
    Weathering by Dr. Arline T. Geronimus
    The Salt Eaters by Toni Cade Bambara

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    1 hr and 15 mins
  • S2 Ep. 9: Growing in Grief

    S2 Ep. 9: Growing in Grief
    Feb 10 2026
    In this episode of 'Grief in the Raw', host Kelli Holloway shares her personal journey through grief, anxiety, and healing. She emphasizes the importance of community, the evolving nature of grief, and the necessity of finding stillness to connect with oneself and God. Kelli reintroduces the 'grief scale' as a tool for listeners to check in with their emotions and encourages them to embrace both joy and grief as part of the healing process. Through personal anecdotes and reflections, she offers hope and support to those navigating their own grief journeys.

    PLUS SO MUCH MORE!

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    48 mins
  • S2 Ep. 8: Finding Light in the Darkness Feat. Michelle Reescano

    S2 Ep. 8: Finding Light in the Darkness Feat. Michelle Reescano
    Sep 24 2025
    This very special and intentional conversation delves into the complexities of grief, particularly in relation to suicide, and emphasizes the importance of open discussions about mental health. Host Kelli Holloway and guest Mental Health Clinician Michelle Reescano share personal experiences and insights on how to identify warning signs of suicidal ideation, the role of faith in coping with grief, and practical steps for navigating through loss. The discussion aims to foster understanding, compassion, and community support in addressing these sensitive topics.

    PLUS SO MUCH MORE!

    Social Media Clip courtesy of Instagram: @bettertogethertv
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    Book mentioned by guest: The Body Keeps the Score: Brain, Mind, and Body in the Healing of Trauma by Bessel van der Kolk M.D.
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    1 hr and 6 mins
  • S2 Ep7: Until the End of Time feat. JoDavi

    S2 Ep7: Until the End of Time feat. JoDavi
    Aug 25 2025
    In this heartfelt conversation, Kelli Holloway and JoDavi explore the complexities of grief, love, and healing. They discuss the importance of checking in with one's emotions, the natural stages of grief including bargaining, and the significance of naming feelings.

    JoDavi shares his personal journey of loss after the passing of his wife, Olga, and how their love story continues to inspire him. The discussion emphasizes the interconnectedness of mind and body in the grieving process and the necessity of seeking support and understanding during such a challenging time.

    JoDavi and Kelli Holloway explore the complexities of grief, loss, and healing. They discuss the importance of seeking wisdom during difficult times, the healing power of music, and the cultural perspectives on mourning. JoDavi shares his personal journey of coping with the loss of his wife, Olga, and how music has become a vital outlet for his emotions. The conversation also touches on the significance of dreams and connections with loved ones who have passed, as well as the impact of grief on one's identity and sense of purpose.

    PLUS SO MUCH MORE!
    Social Media Clip courtesy of Instagram: @upsetthegram Watch HERE
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    1 hr and 27 mins
  • S2 Ep. 6: Anxiety: Grief's Unwelcomed Cousin

    S2 Ep. 6: Anxiety: Grief's Unwelcomed Cousin
    Jul 25 2025
    In this episode, host Kelli Holloway shares her personal journey through grief and anxiety, emphasizing the importance of faith, prayer, and community support. She discusses her daughter's health challenges and how they have impacted her emotional well-being. Kelli explores the connection between grief and anxiety, highlighting the need to confront and manage anxiety while allowing grief to coexist as a memory of love. She also addresses the concept of spiritual warfare, particularly how overthinking can hinder peace and faith. Throughout the conversation, Kelli encourages listeners to maintain a posture of praise and reliance on God's word as a source of strength and healing.

    PLUS SO MUCH MORE!
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    48 mins
  • S2 Ep. 5: Nothing Lasts Forever Feat. Mandii B

    S2 Ep. 5: Nothing Lasts Forever Feat. Mandii B
    Jun 20 2025
    In this week’s episode, host Kelli Holloway engages in a heartfelt conversation with Mandii B, exploring the multifaceted nature of grief. They discuss personal experiences of loss, the emotional impact of relocation, and the complexities of navigating grief in relationships. Mandii shares her journey of rebranding and personal growth, emphasizing the importance of self-forgiveness and the lessons learned through grief. The conversation highlights the significance of allowing oneself to feel and process emotions, as well as the unique stillness experienced during the pandemic.

    Through their dialogue, Kelli and Mandii offer insights into the healing power of vulnerability and the journey of self-discovery. In this engaging conversation, Kelli Holloway and Mandii discuss the challenges of navigating change, the impact of societal expectations on identity, and the significance of friendships in the healing process. The dialogue emphasizes the necessity of allowing oneself to grieve and grow, while also recognizing the freedom that comes from embracing one's true self and making choices that align with personal values.

    PLUS SO MUCH MORE!

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    1 hr and 19 mins
  • S2 Ep. 4: A Eulogy to My Old Life

    S2 Ep. 4: A Eulogy to My Old Life
    May 31 2025
    In this episode of 'Grief in the Raw', Kelli Holloway explores the multifaceted nature of grief, emphasizing the importance of community, personal reflection, and the role of faith in navigating loss. She shares her own grief journey, discusses the significance of allowing oneself to grieve, and encourages listeners to consider what God may be requesting from them during their grief. The episode also touches on the necessity of slowing down to heal and the value of writing a eulogy for one's old life as a means of processing change and loss.



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    36 mins
  • S2 Ep. 3: The Intersection of Family Health & Grief Feat. Producer Bethany Anderson

    S2 Ep. 3: The Intersection of Family Health & Grief Feat. Producer Bethany Anderson
    May 26 2025
    In this week’s episode, host Kelli Holloway has a conversation with GITR show Producer Bethany Anderson! They explore the complexities of grief, healing, and personal experiences surrounding family health crises. As they navigate their own grief scales, they share personal stories, including Bethany's recent challenges with her mother's health, reflecting on the emotional impact and the importance of support and resilience in the face of adversity. In this conversation, Bethany shares her profound experience as a caregiver for her mother, who faced severe health challenges. The discussion delves into the emotional and physical toll of caregiving, the importance of faith and optimism in difficult times, and the vital role of community support.

    In this conversation, Kelli and Bethany explore the multifaceted nature of grief, the importance of community support, and the personal journeys they have experienced. They discuss the role of a podcast producer, the impact of re-listening to conversations, and how grief can shape relationships and perspectives. The dialogue emphasizes the necessity of acknowledging anger, setting boundaries, and finding joy amidst sorrow, ultimately highlighting the human experience of grief and the power of connection.

    PLUS SO MUCH MORE!

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    1 hr and 41 mins